about me.â
âJamesâ¦â Poppy could breathe now, but she didnât know what to say. As far as she could tell, James had gone crazy. In a way, if everything else hadnât been so awful, she might have been flattered. James had lost his consummate coolâover her. He was upset enough about her situation to go completely nonlinear.
âYou really do care,â she said softly, with a laugh that was half a sob. She put a hand on his where it rested on the bed rail.
He laughed shortly in turn. His hand flipped over to grasp hers roughly; then he pulled away. âYou have no idea,â he said in a terse, strained voice.
Looking out the window, he added, âYou think you know everything about me, but you donât. Thereâs something very important that you donât know.â
By now Poppy just felt numb. She couldnât understand why James kept harping on himself, when she was the one about to die. But she tried to conjure up some sort of gentleness for him as she said, âYou can tell me anything. You know that.â
âBut this is something you wonât believe. Not to mention that itâs breaking the laws.â
âThe law?â
âThe laws. I go by different laws than you. Human laws donât mean much to us, but our own are supposed to be unbreakable.â
âJames,â Poppy said, with blank terror. He really was losing his mind.
âI donât know the right way to say it. I feel like somebody in a bad horror movie.â He shrugged, and said without turning, âI know how this sounds, butâ¦Poppy, Iâm a vampire.â
Poppy sat still on the bed for a moment. Then she groped out wildly toward the bedside table. Her fingers closed on a stack of little crescent-shaped plastic basins and she threw the whole stack at him.
âYou bastard !â she screamed, and reached for something else to throw.
CHAPTER 5
J ames dodged as Poppy lobbed a paperback book at him. âPoppyââ
âYou jerk! You snake! How can you do this to me? You spoiled, selfish, immatureââ
âShhh! Theyâre going to hear youââ
âLet them! Here I am, and Iâve just found out that Iâm going to die, and all you can think of is playing a joke on me. A stupid, sick joke. I canât believe this. Do you think thatâs funny ?â She ran out of breath to rave with. James, who had been making quieting motions with his hands, now gave up and looked toward the door.
âHere comes the nurse,â he said.
âGood, and Iâm going to ask her to throw you out ,â Poppy said. Her anger had collapsed, leaving her near tears. She had never felt so utterly betrayed and abandoned. âI hate you, you know,â she said.
The door opened. It was the nurse with the flowered blouse and green scrub pants. âIs anything the matter here?â she said, turning on the light. Then she saw James. âNow, letâs see; you donât look like family,â she said. She was smiling, but her voice had the ring of authority about to be enforced.
âHeâs not, and I want him out of here,â Poppy said.
The nurse fluffed up Poppyâs pillows, put a gentle hand on her forehead. âOnly family members are allowed to stay overnight,â she said to James.
Poppy stared at the TV and waited for James to go. He didnât. He walked around the bed to stand by the nurse, who looked up at him while she continued straightening Poppyâs blankets. Then her hands slowed and stopped moving.
Poppy glanced at her sideways in surprise.
The nurse was just staring at James. Hands limp on the blankets, she gazed at him as if she were mesmerized.
And James was just staring back. With the light on, Poppy could see Jamesâs faceâand again she had that odd feeling of not recognizing him. He was very pale and almost stern looking, as if he were doing something that required an
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