A Biker's Testimonial by Ty Haven Read Free Book Online Page B

truth; I’m the real Mr. Nice guy! Posing
as a biker. Yeah, I'm not supposed to care, but in truth I'm the
hopeless romantic who really wants to love but seems to fall for the wrong
women… (Ring, Ring, Ring) She continues to blow up my phone. I have no choice
other than to pulling over.
    I answer the phone:
"YEAH...." She says: “Don’t do this! Please don’t..." I let a
few seconds go by because I really don’t want to hear this shit right
now.  "Look! All this was .. Is a fling .. I get it. I'm supposed to be the rough-rowdy type that
you females want for a weekend. Just a fuck to beat it up! Well, I'm not that
guy at all. I want love. I want commitment. I want trust. I want unity. So
yeah, I'm mister nice guy that you females walk all over, huh? I should've
never said anything to you that night at the pool... Its all the same... You're in a relationship with a
blue collar type who doesn't hear or notice you, so you fuck me and fulfill
your fantasies... You all are the same. You went to bike week to get some dick
on the side... That was just some weekend getaway so you and your girls could
get over on your man or worse, play the game...  I'm a biker. Let’s just
let that shit be as it is."
    She starts to cry.  I say
nothing. I could care less if she cries. (Who am I kidding?)
    She finally says:  "So
that’s it? So that’s how you think of me? I love you... I care for you .. You mean so much to me .. (Crying
in between words) Yes, ok. I was going to marry him, but he just didn’t
"get me." Everything was perfect. We met my freshman year in college
and we dated for 6 years.  Yes. I did agree to marry him and on that
special day, that I thought I always wanted, even dreamed of, I felt empty... I
was scared and alone amongst all my friends, his friends, all of our family .. So I ran away and left him at the alter . Do you know how embarrassing and humiliating
that was for me? Do you know how horrible I felt for leaving him that way? I
felt like poison. Last night when we sat by the fire and you shared your past
relationship, it was like you were describing me. I didn't know what to say
because to me you sounded like the guy who I left at the altar three months
ago."
    She’s sobbing. I continue to stay
quiet. I'm still in disbelief at what she’s telling me and wondering if I
actually believe her or not. I mean, I do want to believe her, but damn this is
so hard.
     "My girlfriend was
there for me and she made me come with her for a weekend because I hadn't shown
my face in weeks. I just sat in my apartment alone for I don’t know how long. I
didn’t know that I was going to bike week. I didn’t know that I was going to
fall in love with you. I kept running into you that day... I was vulnerable and
weak, ok!!! I drank all kinds of liquor the week before even coming to, "Bike
week. Before I knew it, it was me, my best friend and all of her other friends.
I wasn't looking for a fling .. You captivated me... My
mind tried to resist you, but my body wanted you so bad .. I needed to be held... It was so hard because you were everything I dreamed of
having while in my mind it seemed so wrong... You just kept winning me over...
I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU!!!!... Don't you get it! I’m scared. I shake sometimes
when I around you. I try my best to hide it. I love you so much. You mean so
much to me .. I'm scared because I fell so quickly and
I doubt that you could ever feel the same I feel about you!!!" She says.
    I’m speechless. I’m putting two
and two together. Thinking over the time we spent together. The happiness we
shared in this short amount of time. My mind finally makes the connection with
my heart.  Then it happens... Synchronicity.... "Where are you?"
I say.
    "In my driveway where you
left me...." She says.
    "Baby, you are my sweet, my everything , my love.  I'm on my way to you... I love
you...” I say and then hang up the phone.
    I make a u turn at the nearest
intersection.
    A car came out of nowhere