world, not yet. Her granddaughter needed her.
In fact, Violet should have been there to take the phone call. She could have broken the news more gently. She should have protected her, just as she should have protected Darlene.
Violet had tried so hard to atone for that day. She hadnât celebrated a birthday since. And now she might lose the only person whoâd been a constant in her life.
The ambulance screeched up to the emergency room entrance. Paramedics jumped into action. A team of doctors and nurses met them at the door, shouting questions and her grandmotherâs vital signs as they wheeled her through the ER.
âPulse sixty-five, weak and thready. Respiration thirty, shallow. BP eighty over fifty.â
âDr. Rothchild, cardiology. How long was she out?â
âA couple of minutes.â The paramedic glanced at Violet for confirmation.
Violet nodded, running behind, her heart in her throat. The EMTs opened a set of double doors and wheeled her grandmother toward an exam room. One of the nurses threw out a hand and stopped Violet from entering, then pointed to a waiting area with a few stiff chairs and an ancient coffee machine in the corner. âYouâll have to wait there, miss.â
Violet grabbed her arm. âPlease let me know as soon as you find out something.â
The nurse offered a tight smile, her expression sympathetic. âI will. Why donât you get a cup of coffee or something. It might be a while.â
Violetâs stomach was too knotted for her to drink or eat anything. Instead she paced the waiting room, her shoes clicking on the tiles, the conversation with Grady Monroe reverberating in her head.
Your father is dead. He left a suicide note. He confessed to murdering Darlene.
She didnât believe it. Why would he have killed Darlene?
Frustration gnawed at herâit was too late to ask him.
The finality of his death hit her, and a sob welled in her throat. Her father would never make that phone call sheâd desperately wanted. Would never walk in the door and take her in his arms or beg her forgiveness for sending her away.
Heâd never tell her he loved her.
At least when he was alive, sheâd been able to hope that one day heâd reappear and admit the past twenty years had been a mistake. That he was sorry for shutting her out of his life.
Her knees buckled, and she collapsed on the tatteredvinyl sofa, the scents of antiseptic, and death washing over her. Her chest hurt from the pressure of holding back tears. Finally, she could fight them no longer. Sobs racked her as the hands of the wall clock ticked out the seconds, the minutes. Finally her sobs lessened, and anger replaced the pain. Violet stared at the gray walls, the stained coffee table overflowing with magazines. She was massaging her temples when she spotted the newspaper article on the missing Savannah woman.
When Darlene had been in danger, Violet had felt so connected to her. And today sheâd thought a strangerâs voice had whispered to her on her deathbed. If she had some crazy psychic ability, why hadnât she ever felt a connection to her own father? Why hadnât she known he was in danger or that he was contemplating suicide?
Had he sent her away because he was afraid she might figure out the truthâthat heâd killed Darlene?
Violet dropped her head into her hands. The blood vessels in her temples seemed about to explode. She didnât really believe heâd killed her friend, did she?
âMiss Baker?â
She jerked her head up and swiped at her eyes. âYes?â
âYour grandmother is resting now,â Dr. Rothchild said. âShe had a mild stroke.â
âBut sheâs alive?â
âYes.â
Violet stood on wobbly legs. âCan I see her?â
âFor just a moment. Sheâs being moved to ICU.â
And her prognosis? She couldnât bring herself to ask.
The doctor jammed his hands in
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