businesses and was the perfect spot for the gym that he planned on renovating it into.
Brent was still in limbo, not really knowing what he wanted to do with his life yet, so when Caleb offered him a job Brent was quick to take it.
The Caleb I grew up with is definitely not the man I’m living with today. He seems almost harder, rougher and not as outgoing as he used to be. He seems to be quieter and keeps a lot of things to himself these days and to be honest, it’s really starting to stress me out. I want to know everything that happened when we were apart, I want to know what’s caused him to change so much. Every time we get a chance to speak alone, I bring up the subject but something always comes up and stops the conversation short.
It’s been a week since the day we reunited and apart from the heated make out sessions, he hasn’t taken it further. Believe me when I say I’ve tried egging him on… he just isn’t taking the bait.
My body hasn’t been touched that way since Caleb and it yearns for him. I’m starting to overthink things and I’m even starting to feel self-conscious about my body even though he continuously tells me how sexy I am. I just don’t feel it.
He told me he hasn’t had sex with anyone while we weren’t together but he did mention doing other stuff . My mind goes into overdrive thinking about him doing other stuff and with how many he did this other stuff with.
Maybe he’ s put off by the way my body’s changed over the years, I still have a few stretch marks and even though I’ve lost a lot of weight , I still have flabby areas. My body isn’t as fit and tight as it used to be when we were younger and maybe he notices this.
Caleb on the other hand is looking better than ever. The tattoos that cover his one arm are delish and the muscles in places where they weren’t before make me drool. He’s bigger, manlier and hands down yummy which doesn’t help my insecurities when he turns me down every damn time I jump him.
I look at my naked body over in the mirror of the bathroom. With an eye roll and a big sigh I decide to get dressed. Tonight I’m going out with Caleb, Brent and Jesse. My parents took Willow to the Lake house and told me I needed to get out and have fun. They also assured me that most of the boys of Daddy’s club were out of town so I wouldn’t run into any of them at the bar. Caleb and I reluctantly allowed them to take her for the evening.
I place my hair in a neat high bun making sure to make my makeup dark and smokey. I’m adamant on dressing up for Caleb tonight. Hopefully it turns out better than the last time I did this for him. I have a pair of skinny jeans on that are ripped by the knees. I’ve paired it with a black loose silky vest and I chose a pair of wedged combat boots to finish my rocking outfit off.
After one last glance in the mirror I head downstairs to find Caleb and Brent.
“Whoa …” Brent’s eyes widen when he sees me, I have to turn my face away to hide my blush. I lean against the door and cross my arms waiting for Caleb to notice me and finally he does. His eyes widen as he looks from my toes all the way up, I give him a small smile when his eyes find mine.
“A minute ” He says not looking at Brent, his eyes holding my own; Brent chuckles and walks into the house.
The minute we’re alone he says, “Come here.”
It’s dark where he sits on one of the lounging chairs on the patio looking at the ocean. It’s rather quiet too, apart from the waves crashing and the sound of the TV on inside, nothing else can be heard. I walk up to him and rest my hand in the one reaching out for me. He tugs me onto his lap facing him. I rest my hands on the back of his chair as I look down to him. He runs his big hands up my thighs and when it lands on my ass he squeezes a little.
My smile widens .
So does his.
He looks at my lips and I can’t help but push my body against his when I feel him straining against his jeans
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