for a long time, until he was compelled to burst from the chair, crouched and cornered, panting like an animal.
She had underestimated him, she thought, noting that perspiration had appeared on his forehead, gleaming.
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âImagine that,â she said aloud. âYouâve had them all this time,â said Zoe, âand you never said a word.â
âI was saving it.â Benjamin cleared his throat.
âI guess itâs your last card.â She studied him thoughtfully. âYou must need money very badly.â
âAll I want from you is the Great North stock,â said Benjamin doggedly. âWhich is rightfully mine anyway.â
Zoe shook her head. âNot anymore it isnât. I paid you for it. More than it was worth, as a matter of fact.â
âBut I was right, wasnât I,â said Benjamin quickly. âItâs tripled in value. Just like I told you it would. You owe me something for that, surely.â
âNo.â Zoe looked away from him, out the window. She couldnât see the horizon. Too much rain was falling into the ocean. Everything was gray and blurry. âNo,â she said. âI donât owe you anything at all.â
âIâd only sell half,â said Benjamin. He was begging, Zoe noticed with interest. That was pleasant. âIâd keep the other half,â he said. âIt would stay in the family, if thatâs what youâre worried about.â
Zoe laughed. âI want it to stay with me, Benjamin. Thatâs what I want.â
âI get the shares,â he said, âand you get your diaries. Itâs a fair exchange.â
âThey arenât diaries,â said Zoe. âTheyâre scribblers. Books I scribbled in from time to time. Thatâs all they are.â
Benjamin leaned toward her. âBut you know whatâs in them. In one of them.â
She didnât answer.
âItâs all down there,â he said in a low voice.
âDonât be melodramatic,â said Zoe.
âEvery detail,â said Benjamin, in a whisper.
He sounded almost excited, thought Zoe. Probably because he had the notion he was about to be rich again.
âI am certainly annoyed that you have my scribblers,â she said. âBut I am not nearly annoyed enough to hand over to you half a million dollarsâ worth of stock. Iâm amazed that you thought Iâd even consider doing such a thing.â She stood up, exasperated, tired of sitting still. Hands on her hips, she stared out the window. âWhat do you think you can do to me? Itâs such a waste of time, listening to your twaddle.â
âI can take your diary to the police. Itâs the RCMP, in Sechelt, isnât it? Iâll take it to the Mounties.â
Zoe whirled on him, and he flinched. She became still then, trying to control herself. âIt is not a diary.â She was still angry; she could hear it in her voice. She longed to change her clothes and go for a run in the rain. She took a deep breath and squeezed her left hand with her right, five times. âThey wouldnât do anything with it,â she went on, more calmly. âThey would simply think you were mad, trying to peddle such a thing.â
âNot peddling it,â he said. âIâd be giving it to them.â
âTheyâd be awfully curious to know why youâd decided to take this action now,â said Zoe, âafter hanging on to the silly thing for so many years.â She squeezed her right hand with her left, five times.
âIâll tell them I just found it,â he said. âIn a trunk in the basement. While clearing away some old stuff.â
âTheyâd think you were disgusting to want to humiliate your own sister.â Zoe turned her back on him and looked out the window. âI was a mere child when it happened, for Godâs sake.â
âZoe. You wouldnât