appears at the door, rubbing something furiously into the ends of her hair.
I turn to the window. The light outside is lead gray and flat, like itâs already evening. The trees make a tight square around the property. Jules asked that exact same thing. I brushed him off, but itâs a valid question. What are we doing here? Why Lilly? Why me? Why the others, all of us so completely different from each other? Blue folders in the mail, embossed letterheads, and thick stationery go a long way toward making things seem sensible and official. And I really wanted this to happen,so I told myself it was sensible. Like people who believe in daily horoscopes or pass on chain letters. Like people who do non-sensible things.
Lilly goes back into the bathroom. Shouts: âThis place is bare . I donât like it. And thereâs only one towel. Did you check for Wi-Fi?â
I study the massive four-poster. Itâs as big as a whole room by itself, but thereâs only one. Iâll be sleeping on the couch, I guess.
âIf there is, I doubt theyâll let you use it,â I call back, and wander to the window, digging my phone from my pocket. At least ten Wi-Fi options line up on the screen. All locked.
I toss my phone onto the nightstand. Lilly comes out of the bathroom holding a cup of amber liquid. Sheâs clutching it in both hands like it might escape.
âThey have brandy,â she says, awestruck. âIn the bathroom .â
âI thought you said it was bare.â
âYeah, but brandy .â
She takes a sip, makes a face, and sets the cup down on a dresser. Itâs going to leave a ring, but I donât say anything. My head feels heavy. Lilly gets busy pulling chargers andcable tangles from her backpack. I crawl onto the bed. I donât really plan on sleeping . I just lie there, staring up at the canopy. Drift in and out of consciousness. At some point I pull the covers up over my shoes and jeans. . . .
I dream Iâm floating in a black expanse of water. Only my face and hands break the surface. And slowly something else rises to the topâa girl in a sumptuous dress, only sheâs facedown, her back like a velvet island, her cold fingers brushing mine, and I start to thrash, the black water boiling around meâ
7
I wake up feeling like a slug. This is what happens when you sleep in your clothesâyou get that nasty, greasy mixture of chilliness and warmth, and you remember all the times you slept in airports, car seats, on Ellis Winthropeâs cracked-leather couch, braving the smell of rank tennis socks and stale chips because you didnât want to be home, you really, really didnât want to be homeâ
I blink a few times. Roll onto my back. The room is dark.
âLilly?â
I rub the heels of my palms into my eyes. Kick off my shoes and pad to the bathroom. âLilly, what time is it?â The bathroom is solid marble. One side of the sink has been taken over by a jumble of bottles and candy-colored makeup tubes. Thereâs the decanter of brandy Lilly was talking about. Itâs mostly full and Lilly is definitely not here.
I take a quick, scalding shower and poke my head into the bedroom. Lillyâs backpack looks like it ate an entire wardrobe of jean jackets and tie-dye and feathers and then threw up, which is a pretty understandable reaction. My luggage still isnât here. I thought Dorf said someone was going to bring it up.
I look out the window. The light is completely gone now. I scramble out of the bathroom, wrapping up in the lone towel as I run for my phone. Hit the screen. Crap . Itâs 5:25.
I tear back into the bathroom, drag on the same clothes I flew here in. Skinny jeans, chunky-knit gray sweater with a kangaroo pocket, the brogues. Hope dinner isnât a formal affair. Open the hall door. And almost knee Lilly in the face.
Sheâs sitting right outside, cross-legged on the floor. Jules and Hayden are with