idea how ruthless the criminal mind could be, she might think she could scare the kidnappers away.
âAre you going to report me if Iâm not?â
She returned his glare without blinking. A standoff. His Dani was a match for any man. He smiled. âI suppose Iâm lucky I didnât get shot when I turned up on your doorstep in the middle of a blizzard.â
She retrieved her weapon and tucked it under her shirt once more. âIf Sara hadnât been present, I might have considered it.â
A tendril of auburn hair had escaped the band she wore around her head. He fought an urge to brush it off her forehead. Where his wife was concerned, he had forfeited all rights to them as a couple. He wondered if he had been wrong not to tell her of the danger and to let her make the decision regarding their safety. But it was too late for that. Heâd done what he thought was right. Why did it suddenly feel as if it might be wrong?
âYou were right,â he said slowly. âIt was easierto forget you and Sara existed than to think about you during the dark hours of the night. When this is over, Iâll get out of your life forever, if thatâs the way it has to be.â
âHow? Youâre Saraâs father. Are you going to abandon her completely?â
âWhen did you develop that razor tongue?â he asked quietly, then continued before she could come up with a retort, âIâll expect visiting rights to Sara.â
He headed for the kitchen, needing to put distance between them and the desires that raged through him. Only Dani could make him lose control, and he couldnât afford that. He was pushed to the limit as need and futility knifed through him. He wished he could go backâ¦.
Danielle stared after him. The fact that he had offered any explanation at all on his absence stunned her. Why, she thought in frustration, couldnât he have explained himself two years ago? She would have accepted his decision for Saraâs sake. But he hadnât even asked her. Maybe the danger had been a ready excuse because heâd been bored.
She went to her room to put on some lipstick and a pair of sneakers. âI have to go to the library and do some work this morning,â she told him, entering the kitchen a few minutes later.
âIâll drive you. I need to run some errands. How long do you think you will be?â
âUntil noon. I thought Iâd pick up Sara and stop for lunch before coming home.â
âI have some things to do in town. Iâll go with you.â
The fake formality of the discussion bothered her.âI donât need you to guard me. Sara is the one in danger.â
âAnd youâre a direct link to her.â
âI hadnât looked at the situation in that light,â she admitted. âThe kidnappers could follow meâ¦.â
âExactly. Ready?â
He led the way out the door, grabbing his parka as they left by the mudroom and went to the garage. The path had been shoveled.
âYouâve been busy this morning,â she murmured.
He cast her an unreadable glance. His tone was cynical when he spoke. âAs a long-term guest, I figured I may as well be useful.â
A frisson swept down her back as she recalled times he had teased her about how useful a man was around the house. With that came other memoriesâlong, lazy winter afternoons of football games and popcorn and lovemaking on the sofa in front of the fire, summer afternoons of hiking in the woods, of hidden meadows and a mossy bed.
Heat followed the chill, making her feel feverish and dizzy. She put a hand to her temple. Maybe she was coming down with something.
He stopped inside the garage and studied her. She couldnât meet his gaze. Last night sheâd had such terrible dreams filled with danger and with longingâ¦.
âWhat are you thinking?â he asked.
She shook her head. âNothing important.â
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