satisfying and curiously freeing. Our brief, nearly daily conversations over coffee or dinner were more enjoyable and reassuring than a three-day weekend backpacking in the Adirondacks dodging weekend-warrior Weres and slapping mosquitoes.
He felt no jealousy about the time I spent pursuing my career, and I felt only relief that he slaked his blood lust elsewhereâit was a part of him I was ignoring until I found a way to deal with it. There were problems brewing in our future, as blood-chaste witches and living vampires were not known for making long-term commitments. But I was tired of being alone, and Kisten met every emotional need I had raisedand I met all of his but one, allowing someone else to do that with no distrust on my part. Our relationship was too good to be true, and I wondered again how I could find comfort with a vampire when Iâd never been able to hold onto it with a witch.
Or with Nick, I thought, feeling the expression leave my face.
âWhat?â Kisten said, more aware of my mood shift than if I had painted my face blue.
I took a breath, hating myself for where my thoughts had gone. âNothing.â I smiled thinly. âJust thinking how much I like being with you.â
âOh.â His bristly face creased into a worried smile. âWhat are you doing today?â
I sat back, pulling my hand from his and putting my sock feet to either side of his lap so he wouldnât think I was drawing away. My eyes drifted to my shoulder bag and my checkbook. I wasnât desperate for moneyâwonder of wonders, since the calls for my services had dropped dramatically after the six oâclock news last winter had featured me being dragged down the street on my ass by a demon. And because I was heeding Davidâs advice to take a few days off to mend, I knew I ought to spend the time in research, or balancing my bank account, or cleaning my bathroom, or doing something constructive.
But then I met Kistenâs eyes, and the only idea that came to me wasâ¦ah, not the least bit constructive at all. His eyes were not calm. There was the faintest rising of black in them, the faintest thinning of blue. Gaze riveted to mine, he reached for one of my feet, bringing it onto his lap and starting to rub it. The intent behind his action strengthened when he sensed my pulse quickening, and his massage took on a rhythm that spoke ofâ¦possibilities.
My breath came and went. There was no blood lust in his eyes, only a desire that made my gut tighten and a tingle start at my demon scar.
âI need toâ¦domy laundry?â I said, arching my eyebrows.
âLaundry.â He never looked from me as his hands left myfoot and started creeping upward. Moving, pressing, hinting. âThat sounds like it involves water and soap. Mmmm. Could be slippery. And messy. I think I have a bar of soap somewhere. Want some help?â
Uh-huh, I thought, my mind pinging over the possible ways he could âhelpâ me, and how I could get Ivy out of the church for a few hours.
Seeing myâwellâ¦willingness might be too weak a wordâenthusiasm in my inviting smile, Kisten reached out and pulled my chair bumping and scraping around the corner of the table, snuggling it up to his with a living vampireâs strength. My legs opened to put my knees to either side of him, and he leaned forward, the blue of his eyes vanishing to a thin ribbon.
Tension rising, I put my lips beside his torn ear. The scent of leather and silk crashed over me, and I closed my eyes in anticipation. âYou have your caps?â I whispered.
I felt him nod, but I was more interested in where his lips were going. He cupped a hand along my jaw and tilted my face to his. âAlways,â he said. âAlways and forever with you.â
Oh God, I thought, just about melting. Kisten wore caps on his sharp canines to keep from breaking my skin in a moment of passion. They were generally worn by