Road, too excited to return to work today even if it meant she got into trouble, she recalled that smile heâd given her after studying her drawing, even more than those words heâd spoken almost to himself. âUncanny, quite uncanny, the expression youâve caught. Could only have been there a second yet youâve captured it and held on to it.â But the more she thought of his smile, the more her heart began to race all over again.
âIâve an idea,â heâd said, his smile fading, suddenly becoming serious. âBut first I need to ask you: how long does an expression stay in your head?â
The question had surprised her. âIt stays with me,â sheâd said. It felt quite normal to her that it would, so why had he needed to ask such an odd question? Surely something seen lingered in everyoneâs mind, didnât it?
It was then heâd mentioned that he might try and put an idea of his to the powers-that-be, as he termed it. It had sounded very mysterious and when she asked heâd answered with a lovely smile and âWeâll just have to see.â Heâd not expanded on it and now here she was, still blank as to what heâd had in mind â if heâd had anything at all, though it did, she was sure, have something to do with her being asked to sketch that Mr Whatever-His-Name-Was. He had promised to notify her one way or other, though it would take a little time and he had asked her to be patient.
As heâd remarked with a wry grin, committee meetings seldom settle anything quickly and even then a proposition can be thrown out. But he would put his idea forward and see what would come of it.
âIf not â¦â Heâd shrugged. âItâll be my loss. Iâm good at facing up to loss.â Heâd ended with a look that made him strike Connie as someone who had faced some tragedy in his life. But she could still remember that whimsical smile heâd given.
The question was, how long would she have to wait for a decision? Should she stay in her present job or carry on looking for another one where sheâd be of more use to the war effort? Her mind on this, she finally turned into her street. There was no point going back to work now. Sheâd tell them tomorrow that she hadnât been feeling very well.
Her mum answered the door to her knock, and the first words to come spilling from her mouth were, âWhat you doing home? Are you poorly?â
âI went looking for a job,â she said as she passed her in the tiny hallway. âLike Dad suggested.â
âDid you find anything?â
Hanging her hat, scarf and coat on a hook, glad of the warmth of the house, she said, âI donât have enough schooling. The man interviewing me said he might have something else in mind but not to count on it. So I shall wait. I donât know how long for. Could be a waste of time and it was too wet to go looking for anything else. Maybe tomorrow.â
âYouâll have to go to work tomorrow or youâll lose the job youâve got. And you donât want that. Anyway, Iâve made dinner, so you might as well sit and have it with me.â
Mum always cooked dinner at midday, eating hers then and reheating the others for when the rest of the family came home from work. Bringing in the meals, she went to the stairs and called out, âGeorge, dinnerâs ready.â
âBe down in a minute,â came the faint reply.
As her mother came back into the room, she said, âHeâs bin out.â
âLooking for work or signing up?â Connie asked tartly as she sat down to eat. Her mum gave half a sigh, torn between love for her son and loyalty to Dad.
Her dad had made no secret of his feelings towards George: a mixture of anger, disgust, contempt and not a little embarrassment. She understood how he felt, but like Mum, she loved all her brothers and sisters. Though she was closer