been around for the last few years. Thatâs more than you can say.â
Todd tilted his chin up. âIâm here now.â
âFor how long?â
Grant posed the question, but Hannah was dying to know the answer to it.
âNot that itâs any of your business, but I start a job at GM Proving Grounds tomorrow. Iâm here in town. To stay.â
âWhat if she doesnât want you here? What if no one wants you here?â
Todd raised his hands in surrender. âResent me all you want. It doesnât change the fact that Iâm Rebeccaâs father, and I intend to have some kind of relationship with her no matter what you think.â
Hannah gasped and closed her eyes. Please God. Please God. Tell me she didnât hear. But when she opened her eyes again, the expressions on both menâs faces told her the bad news before she could eventurn toward the living room. In the doorway, Rebecca stared at Todd, her eyes wide with amazement. Finally, she turned back to Hannah.
âIs it true, Mommy? Is Mr. McBride my dad?â
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Todd let the phone ring four times, waiting for the answering machine to pick up as it had each time heâd called Monday night and again since heâd been home from work that day. This time the machine didnât answer, which could only mean that Hannah had returned from work and had shut it off.
Too bad he couldnât turn off his guilt over last eveningâs events as easily as sheâd switched off the power. If he continued to be as distracted at work as heâd been on his first day at the Proving Grounds, then he wouldnât have to worry about having a job for too long.
With the phone continuing to ring, Todd switched the handset from one ear to the other, as he shed his maroon-and-white pin-striped dress shirt. He was already sitting on the edge of the bed in his undershirt and trousers when something clicked on the other end of the line.
âHello,â a small voice said.
His breath caught, but he forced words anyway. âHi, Rebecca. This is yourâ This is Mr. McBride.â
âHi,â she said automatically. Then she added an uncomfortable âoh.â
He frowned. After Hannah had insisted that both he and Grant leave, she had probably initiated a heart-to-heart talk with their daughter. What a four-year-old would be able to understand from this impossible mess, he hadnât a clue. He barely understood parts of it himself. Whatever else Hannah had told his daughter, he guessed from Rebeccaâs surprised reaction that her mother had also said they wouldnât be seeing him anymore.
Thatâs where she was wrong. He hadnât just found out he was a father and then faced his parentsâ extreme disappointment when heâd told them know they were grandparents, only to be shut out of his daughterâs life.
He was still coming up with something to say to Rebecca when he heard another voice in the background.
âSweetie, do you remember that I told you not to answer the phone?â Hannah said.
âBut itâsâ¦Mr. McBride.â
After some muffled voices and footsteps, Hannahâs voice came on the line. âWould you please stop calling here? I had to unplug the machine.â
âIâm sorry about yesterday.â
âYou and Grantâwhat you did was unforgivable. This time you hurt my child.â
â Our child,â he corrected, though he couldnât argue with the rest of what Hannah had said. âI didnât want Rebecca to find out that way any more than you did.â
âSo whyâd you tell her?â
âYou were there. You know I didnât intentionallyââ
âAnyone who knows the first thing about parenting knows that children hear and see everything thatâs going on around them.â
âWhose fault is it I donât knowââ He managed to stop his retort before he said, âHow to be