Charles.â
âOh yes?â Long experience of such phone calls had brought her response to the point where it had no intonation of any kind. âWhat can I do for you?â
âJust rang for a chat.â
âAh.â There was a silence. âA chat about anything in particular?â
âNo. Just . . . you know . . .â
âI donât know unless you tell me, Charles.â
âNo. Well, I . . . Just to see how you are and . . .â
âFine. Iâm fine.â
âGood.â
âYou?â
âOh, fine, yes. Yes, fine, thank you.â
âAny work?â
âI have actually just done a job.â
âWell, thereâs a novelty.â
âOne of those
Public Enemies
programmes.â
âWhenâs it going to be on?â
âIt was on. Last night.â
âOh. Well, sorry. I missed it.â
âThere you go.â
âCharles, if you donât tell me thingsâre coming up, how am I expected to know â?â
âSure, sure. Sorry, I should have told you, but . . . the filming kept me very busy,â he lied.
âHm. What were you doing in the show?â
âI was in one of the reconstructions,â he admitted shamefacedly.
âCharles . . . After all the things youâve said about people who get involved in that kind of stuff . . . Last time the subject came up, I seem to remember you talking about âactors whose only previous work has been in dandruff commercialsâ.â
âYes, well, you know . . . No oneâd ever offered me a reconstruction before.â
âHm. So now I just have to wait and Iâll see you in a dandruff commercial, is that it?â
âNo oneâs ever offered me one of those either,â he said, with an attempt at humour.
âBut if they did, you would instantly say yes â as you do to everything else.â
âOh, I donât know. Iâd like to think . . . Yes, I probably would,â he conceded lamely.
âReally, Charles. Why you canât get a hold on your career and . . .â
She gave up. What was the point of going through all the old arguments again? Raking over old embers. It seemed a long time since those embers had contained even the smallest spark.
Charles could sense her thoughts. Or perhaps he was just transferring his own on to her. Either way, they made him feel achingly empty.
âWhat were you playing in the reconstruction?â she asked.
âMurder victim. Well, to be accurate,
probable
murder victim. Martin Earnshaw.â
âOh.â Frances sounded touched. âHusband of that poor girl who . . .?â
Charles was surprised that Frances too was under the spell of Chloe Earnshaw. He could understand the male population of the country, but heâd always had great respect for his wifeâs bullshit-detecting antennae. Probably he was just being over-cynical again. God, why couldnât he take anything at face value? Why couldnât he trust or believe in anything?
âHowâs work for you?â he asked, trying to shift his developing mood.
âDo you really want to know?â
âWell . . .â
âItâs OK. The school is still standing. Iâm still its headmistress. I could provide more detail, but I know youâre not really interested.â
âWell, now, I wouldnât say . . .â
It was another sentence not worth finishing. Frances was right. He wasnât really interested in the minutiae of staff-room politics.
âSo . . .?â She made the word sound like a sigh.
âSo,â he echoed. He had had thoughts of fixing a time to meet, asking her out somewhere, but the sterility of the conversation sapped his will. What
was
the point? They really had grown apart now. Separate people. With separate lives. Linked only by a few ambivalent memories. Even those were fading.
And a daughter, of course. Yes, they were linked by a daughter. He was