preacher says, and closes the door. Softly. But in my face.
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R IDING TO SCHOOL ON M ONDAY , I notice signs Popping up on peopleâs lawnsâred and blue, red and white, some of them red, white, and blue. Must be another election coming up, I figure. I donât pay much mind to elections unless itâs national; then, if we elect a new president and vice president, I got two more names to memorize for history.
This time itâs a local election, Ma says, and one of the things people will be voting for is whether the county should invest in new, up-to-date science books. If you read some of the signs, though, youâd think God was on the ballot. One sign says THE BIBLEâS NEVER OUT OF DATE. VOTE NO! And sure enough, five days later, thereâs a billboard down on Route 2 saying ITâS RIGHT TO WANT THE BEST FOR OUR CHILDREN! VOTE YES ON QUESTION 4.
And then, coming home from school, going the other way, I see a sign along the sidewalk, A VOTE FOR GRIDLEY IS A VOTE FOR GOD.
Sure would like to know if God takes sides. Grandma Slater, Maâs mom, when she was alive, stayed out of politics completely and put it all in Godâs hands. On judgment day, she told us, God divides the sheep from the goats, thatâs all we should be worrying about. But that got me to thinking that if all the people in the world were lined up to be judged, it was going to be a mighty long time before lunch. Guess I was just hungry.
Dad strained his back working on the new addition, so this Sunday he takes a break and comes to church with us. Says itâs time he met the preacher, anyway.
Find out theyâve started a little Sunday school in the basement for children under seven, so I figure it wasnât just Becky got upset over Pastor Dawesâs sermon the week before. Becky donât want to go to it, thoughâwants to sit with us, but since theyâre giving out Jesus sticker books, she finally goes downstairs. So itâs Dara Lynn sitting between our dad and mama, and she has the smile of a saint on her face.
To the preacherâs credit, he donât preach politics neither. First off, heâs new around here, so he donât knowGridley or any of the other people on the ballot. But he sure knows about sin, and this morning heâs on his favorite topic. I tell you, that man has 150 ways you can sin without even thinkinâ about it.
âMake no mistake,â he says, leaning forward, hands holding tight to both sides of the pulpit, âGod knows all your excuses. He knows how you can slide right into sin while telling yourself youâre only human. . . .â
Then he looks square down at our faces, and his eyes travel from one row to the next. âHow many of us ever looked at a neighborâs new car and wished it was ours? How many of us spend some time with the sick or dying and make sure our neighbors hear about it? How many of us have let our eyes wander over to someone elseâs paper for an answer on a test?â
Now his voice gets louder: âYou may love God like you should, but do you fear him like you should? Do you imagine for one moment he canât read the most private thoughts that ever passed through your head?
âBrothers and sisters, we may already be worshipping the wrong god, the god of money ââand he brings his fist down hard on the pulpit, BANG! ââthe god of power ââanother bangââthe god of self-conceit ââ BANG!
Dara Lynn likes all the noise, I can tell. I see her slidea small smile up toward Dad, but he donât take his eyes off the preacher.
When he ends his sermon, Pastor Dawes says weâve got to be the Lordâs soldiers. Weâve got to be his army, fighting sin wherever we see itâin ourselves, our families, our neighbors, and our community. . . .
We sing âStand Up, Stand Up for Jesus,â Mrs. Maxwell playing the piano, and the service is
Margaret Weis, Tracy Hickman