believe this,â she said by way of a greeting, handing Valerie the usual bundle of bills, flyers and a trade journal that Valerie had never even glanced at. But right at the top was a postcard. An idyllic scene with a sea view that invited envy. At the top was written âPortoâ.
Curious, Valerie turned over the card and read:
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Dear Valerie
,
I hope allâs well with you. Please
donât be worried about me! Bye bye!
Charlotte
It seemed to Valerie as if she were looking straight through these barren lines at Grisailleâs mysterious little rat smile.
The card from Portugal remained the only sign of life from the old woman. Days, weeks and months passed, but the postwoman never arrived again with anything similar. Instead Valerie felt herself being dragged more deeply into an existence that was quite alien to her. She wasnât a bookseller, she wasnât the old lady from Ringelnatz & Co. She wasnât even a big reader, not at all. And yet these days she kept catching herself, as if by coincidence, with books in her hands, immersed in stories and poems. She sorted, analysed, did the accounts, she drank the elderly booksellerâs tea, sat in her armchair, pored over her business documents. And she chatted to rats. While Aunt Charlotte was drifting heaven knew where, Valerie was gradually taking her place. And she was alarmed to note that she felt increasingly comfortable doing so.
SEVEN
A nybody who imagines there are no surprises to be had in a bookshop is quite mistaken. It is true that bookselling might be regarded as predictable and even a little boring from an entrepreneurial perspective. But not everything is foreseeable. No, however rare it is, the unexpected inevitably comes into play: the customer.
When the bell rang, which had hung over the door from the time the shop was founded, Valerieâs initial reaction was to look at her mobile. Not that her ringtone sounded remotely similar. But if anything happened these days, it usually happened via a digital link to the outside world. Sheâd just been staring at a list which her aunt had entitled, surprisingly, âOutstanding Itemsâ, butwhich contained nothing of the sort that a business graduate might consider to be âoutstanding itemsâ â much more a sort of incoherent to-do list, which also included a few details of books still in storage, though Valerie hadnât looked at it that closely yet.
The young man stood quite unexpectedly in the doorway, favourably lit by the mild glow of an early summer evening. âAre you still open?â he asked diffidently.
âAre we still open?â Valerie repeated, slightly confused. In fact sheâd arranged to meet a couple of friends at the cinema and ought to have left long ago. âActually weâre not,â she said hesitantly. The film was starting in half an hour, and these friends had already been teasing her for never being around any more.
âOh, Iâm very sorry to have disturbed you then,â the young man mumbled, turning to go.
On the other hand, the shopâs sums were not so great that she could afford not to give them a boost using every means at her disposal.
âBut weâll happily make an exception for you,â exclaimed Valerie, who really couldnât justify losing a potential sale. She rushed around the desk and down the steps to the shop floor. Why do I keep saying âweâ, she wondered? Is there anybody else here responsible for this shop? Thousands of books stared at her andValerie looked at the floor, inwardly ashamed. Outwardly, she smiled at the customer, who was wearing an elegant, if somewhat old-fashioned between-seasons coat, from the pocket of which the headlines of the
Frankfurter Allgemeine Zeitung
poked out nosily; a rather creased shirt, with spectacles in the breast pocket; and Italian shoes, which may no longer have been brand new, but were well looked after. âWhat are