– very, very sorry indeed.’
‘He won’t sack you, will he?’
‘Who knows? I hope not. Years of work. One mistake.’
‘And the other lads . . .’
‘As you said, they threw you out, ran off on you. They’re not thinking about you. You don’t have to think about them.’
‘But if they’re caught?’
‘They will be, but you will be far away, starting a new job.’ Nasey was calm and cold.
Things happened quickly then. Rigger’s bag was packed in silence. The man with the empty lorry arrived. The wordless driver just indicated the front seat. There would be little conversation on the road across Ireland.
His mother turned away as he tried to say goodbye. Rigger’s eyes filled with tears.
‘I’m sorry, Mam,’ he said.
‘Yes,’ Nuala said.
And then he was gone. He had no idea a journey could take so long. He also had no idea what lay ahead. He had been given very firm instructions to discuss nothing with his driver. He looked out the window as they passed the small dark fields on either side. How did people live in places like this? Sometimes there were dead rabbits and foxes on the road. He would like to have asked why these animals went out into the traffic but conversation seemed to be forbidden so instead, he listened to endless country and western songs all about losers and drunkards and people who had been betrayed.
By the time they got to Stoneybridge, Rigger felt lower than he had ever felt in his life.
The driver left him at the gate of Stone House. His mother had worked here. Lived here. No wonder she had never come back. He wondered had she relations around the place? Did his father live here? Married to someone else, maybe?
Rigger asked himself why had he never asked or wanted to know? What on earth was he going to do here until things died down in Dublin, if they ever would?
He went and knocked at the door. A woman with short curly hair answered immediately and placed her finger on her lips.
‘Come in quietly and don’t wake Miss Queenie,’ she said in a low voice with a slight American accent.
Who were these people called Chicky and Queenie?
What was he doing in this cold barn of a place? He went into a shabby kitchen with a broken range where a small kitten sat in front, warming itself. It was white with a tiny little triangular black tail and little black ears. Seeing him, it mewed piteously.
Rigger picked it up and stroked its head. ‘What’s its name?’
‘It only arrived today, like yourself. It came in an hour ago.’
‘Will it stay?’ he asked.
‘It depends.’ Chicky Starr was giving nothing away.
Rigger looked her in the eye for the first time. ‘Depends on what?’ he asked.
‘If it’s willing to work hard, catch mice, if it’s no trouble and behaves nicely to Miss Queenie. That sort of thing.’
‘I see,’ Rigger said. And he did. ‘What will I do first?’ he asked.
‘I think you should have some breakfast,’ she said.
And so it began. His new life.
It was a mad notion, turning this house into a hotel. What kind of people did they think would come here, to this place? Still, it was the only game in town.
It was Miss Queenie who had brought the kitten into the household. The last of a litter born in one of the farm cottages down the hill, its survival had been in doubt until Miss Queenie had settled the matter by putting the tiny creature into her pocket and bringing it home. She held it in the palm of her hand and talked to it soothingly as the kitten gazed solemnly at her with its enormous grey-green eyes; she had decided, she told Rigger, to call it Gloria. He realised quickly that Miss Queenie was like something from an old black and white movie; she liked to keep to the traditions of the house as it had been, with a little gong rung to signal mealtimes and proper table settings. She never went out without a smart hat and gloves.
She seemed to think Rigger was a friend, and a very helpful person who had turned up at the right time