stared at Milo, stunned, as
he fol owed through
with the backhand. She’d never been
hit in the face in her
entire life, and it hurt more than she
could say, that searing
pain across the cheekbone and lip.
She tasted blood. He
kept the hand lifted. “You want to
sass your Mistress or me
again, little slave cunt?”
Something burst in her then, a
volcano erupting. The
docile and helpless side vanished
and she was fighting,
snarling in terror. She’d known this
was a mistake, but this
was beyond a mistake. It was blatant,
staggering proof that
what she wanted was beyond her
reach, that she’d
devolved into the most unimaginable,
idiotic fol y.
So what the fuck’s your fantasy,
Rachel? Letting me and
my golf buddies gang rape you in an
alley? Leaving you
in some bum’s vomit and piss? Is
that what gets you hot?
“Stop, stop, stop.” She was
screaming at the top of her
lungs, and the hands unexpectedly
released her. When she
stumbled against heated bodies in
various states of
undress, by some miracle she found
her way through them
to the heavy metal door. She pushed
out of it with both
hands, the doorman staring at her as
she staggered onto
the broken and uneven pavement.
She’d left her purse in
her car, with her pepper spray and
Taser, but she didn’t
think she could have used them
anyhow. She was shaking
so badly, she stumbled and fel ,
scraping her hands and
ripping her slacks. It was her favorite
pair, because they’d
always made her feel sexy and
feminine when she wore
them. She was going to burn them as
soon as she got
home.
When hands closed on her arm, she
shrieked and rol ed
to her back, striking out.
“Easy there, it’s okay. Calm down.
I’m a police officer.”
The voice was a new one, and unlike
Milo or the
doorman, it projected firm, steady
authority. Not a roaring
bark that made her stomach jump as if
it had been goaded
by that cattle prod. When she
managed to stop thrashing,
she blinked up at this man. Built with
the broad, solid lines
of a footbal player, he was clean
shaven, with shrewd,
cynical gold-brown eyes. After
taking in the jeans and dress
shirt, she zeroed in on the shoulder
holster for his gun
beneath the open coat. Recognizing
he probably was what
he said he was brought knee-shaking
relief, as wel as
mortified horror, imagining herself
on some evening news
program.
“Are you al right, ma’am?” He asked
it in a tone that, to
her way of thinking, sounded like
“another twisted deviant
hanging out where no decent person
went”. She stared up
at him and didn’t know what to say.
No, I’m lost. So lost, I’m not sure
I’ll find my way back
this time.
He studied her, then crouched to a
squat. “This is my
badge,” he said, pul ing it out of the
inside pocket for her to
see. “I just went off shift and changed
into my street
clothes.”
She should have asked for that proof
herself, but she
wasn’t thinking clearly enough to
manage it. When the
doorman strode toward them, she
shrank toward the cop,
though she despised the weakness of
it. The hand he put
on her shoulder was surprisingly
reassuring, as were his
words. “It’s al right, miss. Cyrus,
what the hel ’s happening
here?”
Cyrus stopped, gave her a look that
was a mixture of
disgust and exasperation. “Natasha’s
having one of her
private parties. Ten girls. I was told
to give them the ful
treatment when they pul ed in. I
didn’t know she’d freak out.
Natasha usual y goes for the real y
hardcore ones.”
“I…I didn’t know it was a p-private
p-party… I just c-
came… Website…” Rachel shut her
mouth, closing her
eyes. She wished she was back on
her cushioned mat in
her studio, Jon behind her. His
simplest command had
made her feel quiet and stil .
Unsettled, in a good way. Not
frightened and humiliated, not like
this.
“Oh fuck.” Cyrus swore. “Kel er,
come on. I