short notice for visiting Korean dignitaries, I can. I also know that I probably shouldnât begrudge Mr. Cole his obsessions.
On Saturday afternoon, during Chloeâs afternoon nap, I finally get around to thinking about what I will wear on my date and find that my wardrobe is a complete disaster. I havenât been shopping in months, practically since Chloe was born. Jakeâs drawstring chefâs pants and either a chefâs tunic or a big white shirt had gotten me through most of my pregnancy, and I had borrowed the rest, a party dress, a winter coat, and a couple of jumpers (which I hated). It wasnât the pregnancy, though, that kept me out of the stores. In the restaurant business you learn very quickly the value and comfort of the uniform. And pretty soon it becomes a way of life.
I finally choose a pair of black crepe pants and a black cashmere sweater. I consider heeding Renataâs advice about leaving my hair down, but somehow I donât think long hair will be a turn on for Arthur. Someone that compulsive would surely be made uncomfortable by untamed hair. I settle for a simple chignon.
Gabriella, with Michael and Renata in tow, arrives precisely at seven, and from the instant they step into the room, Chloe begins to cry. Her whole body stiffens as she locks me in a death grip. Michael is the one who finally takes charge, removing Chloe from me and placing her in Gabriellaâs waiting arms. Then, Michael, to whom Iâve barely been introduced, gently but firmly maneuvers me out of the door and into the elevator. Once we are settled in the cab, he gives my shoulder a reassuring squeeze.
âShe stopped crying before we even made it into the lobby, you know. They do that just to torture us, a conspiracy among babies everywhere.â
âI feel like a wretch for leaving her. She doesnât know Gabriella and sheâs not used to being left with a babysitter at night.â
âItâs your own fault, Mira,â says Renata. âYou should have been doing this months ago. Sheâd be used to it by now.â
âHa,â laughs Michael, giving me a knowing look. âThey never get used to it.â
Renata quickly steers the conversation clear of children, and we chat about what weâre planning to eat, and laugh over the fact that none of us has eaten all day in preparation for tonight. This allows me an opportunity to sneak a look at Renataâs husband who, I decide, isnât at all what I expected. For starters, heâs much older than I imagined. He looks to be somewhere in his mid-fifties, making him roughly a decade older than Renata. He isnât a handsome man; his nose is too large and his eyes too small, but theyâre a lovely blue, soft and friendly. Heâs got a nice full head of dark hair, going silvery at the temples, and a small, neatly trimmed beard, black and flecked with gray. But what makes him not seem Renataâs type is that heâs a comfortable man, rumpled and slightly squishy around the edges, the sort whose preference might run toward flannel and gabardine instead of silk and cashmere. The kind of man who might own, and occasionally even wear, a sweat suit.
Compared to the few male friends of Renataâs Iâve met on previous occasions, all of whom were younger than she, handsome, and impeccably groomed, Michael seems less sophisticated. But Renata seems different, too, softer than usual and more relaxed. Sheâs taller than Michael, and the way he drapes his arm around her shoulders is awkward, yet occasionally he gives her an affectionate squeeze. A trace of a giggle escapes her as he whispers something inaudible, something, I imagine, so silly and tender that I glimpse, for an instant, the girl sheâd once been. Already I like Michael and think Renataâs lucky. There simply arenât enough men who can make women giggle, or who even care to try.
Le Bernadin is one of only a handful of