to romantic to conserve energy.
Now I could see the dark bags under her lower eyelids. Her black suit covered her body, baggy because it had belonged to our mother. Unlike me, she could fit in clothes that didnât come from the childrenâs section. Her sunshine-blonde hair cascaded around her face, casting an angelic glow. My own hair, plucked from the same golden harp, concealed me in a similar disguise. Lorina opened a white box tied with a red-and-white-striped bakerâs ribbon and slid it across the table toward me.
Miniature replicas of bigger cakes waited inside the box, each one covered with pastel fondant and white frosting that spelled out Eat me!
âWhyâd you splurge on the cakes?â I reached in and took the light-blue one. It fit my mood.
âI have something to celebrate.â Lorinaâs finger hovered over the cakes, dangling back and forth as she tried to decide which one to choose.
I smiled. My lips seemed slippery, like they might slide right off my face. âOooh. What?â
âAre you okay? You look a little weird.â
âPretty tired.â I hated to lie, but I had no idea how to explain the green liquid, not without getting in trouble or hiring a chemist. âSo what are we celebrating?â
She reached over and stroked my knuckles. âAlice, you donât have to keep things from me. Iâm here for you. If youâre sick, I want to take care of you.â Her words made me feel shittier than the manure Whitney probably used to make her plants grow.
Of course Lorina would drop everything to take care of me. That was what she did. My twenty-one-year-old sister had put most of the inheritance weâd received into a college fund for me, trading her own education for the role of pseudo-mom. She wouldnât let me get a job, claiming she wanted me to enjoy my childhood like she had done, before she had to abandon it to raise me.
âReally, Iâm fine. Tell me about your news.â I sat up straighter even though my head felt fuzzy, too stuffed with cotton to operate regularly. âCute guy?â
She blushed. âNo, nothing like that.â She wiped her fingers over her brow in a dismissive gesture that clearly showed she wished it were exactly like that. âItâs work stuff.â Lorina administrated the crap out of her administrative-assistant position at the Department of Public Health and Safety for the town. In fact, I sometimes suspected she did all her bossâs work on top of hers. âApparently Wonderland isnât so wonderful lately.â
âThatâs an understatement.â We lived in Wonderland, Illinois, a suburb of Chicago where they tore out trees and then named streets after them. Everything pretty and picturesque, like the rolling hills and cornfields my school bus used to pass by in elementary school, had melted into a haze of gray, like someone had zapped all the color with a Photoshop ray gun. Monstrous warehouses squatted on the now-barren lots, and it was only a matter of time before gas masks became fashionable to combat the exhaust fumes being spit out from clogged highways.
âThereâve been some shady eco-demonstrations going on.â
The blood drained from my face. Did this have anything to do with Whitneyâs group and whatever was going on at the warehouse or the message at school? I shook that thought away. They seemed to be doing good things, not bad. Planting a garden in an unused space was the kind of project elementary schools would force their students to do during an agriculture lesson. Of course, they never did this under the cover of night in absolute secrecy.
âLike what Mom and Dad used to do? With the farmersâ market?â
âNo, what they did was all in the public eye. This isnât. Itâs illegal.â She chomped down on a tiny cake.
âIllegal how?â My breath waited in my throat. Is this what Chess meant about getting in
Natasha Tanner, Ali Piedmont