update on whatâs happening and whatâs ahead of us.â
âSounds good,â Dad said.
âOkay, so Rashadâs nose was broken, but weâve already set it, so as long as he doesnât bump it or knock it, itâll heal just fine. The same goes for his ribs. Thereâs really nothing we can do about them except make sure that Rashad isnât in any pain, but as long as theyâre fairly stable, theyâll heal up as well. We did do an X-ray just to make sure there were no lacerations to any of his organs, and there werenât, so weâre pretty much in the clear with that.â
âSo when can he come home?â Ma asked, starting to beam.
âWell, thatâs the thing. Under normal circumstances I would say that Rashad could go home tonight.â Ma stopped rubbing my hand. The doctor continued. âBut this isnât a normal circumstance. He has some internal bleedingâhemothorax, itâs calledâwhich just means there are some torn blood vessels around his lungs due, Iâm sure, to the impact. Usually, this fixes itself, but weâll need to monitor him for a few days in case it doesnât.â
âAnd if it doesnât . . . ,â my mother began.
âThen heâll need surgery,â the doctor told us.
Surgery. Thatâs one of those words that no matter how many times you hear it, it always freaks you out. Surgery. My motherâs face tightened as she did everything she couldto hold it together, but she couldnât keep her leg from bouncing like she always does when sheâs trying keep her emotions tucked in. Spoony bit down on his bottom lip. My father just seemed to be taking it all in, not particularly bothered.
âSound good?â the doctor asked.
âSounds good,â Dad replied, shaking the doctorâs hand once more. Dr. Barnes said heâd be in to check on me in a few hours, and left.
I reached for the remote and turned the channel.
I wish there were more interesting things to tell you about the rest of the day, but the truth is that most of it I spent dozing in and out of sleep, while my family sat around watching me doze in and out of sleep. Well, at least, Ma and Dad did. Spoony was in and out of the room, making and taking phone calls, and whenever he was in the room he was texting. I didnât know who all the texts were going to, but I knew at least some of them were going to his girlfriend, Berry. And, funny enough, Berryâs little brother was my homeboy, English. English Jones. The athlete, pretty boy, non-asshole who everybody loved. Yep, that guy. So I knew that if Berry knew what happened to me, English knew. And if Englishknew, Carlos and Shannon knew. And if those two dudes knew, then by Monday, half the school would know.
And then I was asleep. And then I was awake again. And Clarissa brought lunch in. I had barely touched breakfast. The oatmeal. Maybe a spoonful or two. It wasnât so bad, but after my father acted like . . . my father, I had pretty much lost my appetite. I offered it to my mother, but she couldnât eat either. Spoony ate the fruit cocktail and said it reminded him of elementary school.
âI used to love the grapes, but there was never enough of them,â he said, holding the cup up to his face and slurping the fruit out.
For lunch, Central Hospital served up its finest turkey club sandwich with vegetable soup. I ate half the sandwich after my mother pretty much forced me to eat something, and I have to say, it was pretty good. All these years I had been hearing about how nasty hospital food was, and now that I finally got a chance to taste it, it wasnât half-bad. Better than school lunch, thatâs for damn sure.
Still nothing on TV except for an overly dramatic Lifetime movie that my mother was totally into. A cliché stalker story. A woman meets a man on a bus on her way home from work. They exchange numbers. Go