physically exhaustingâI really needed some shut-eye.
I stared at the phone, debating whether I could get away with ignoring it.
Crash! âAnswer your phone!â
I yawned until my jaw cracked. Oh, hell. Sheâd keep trying every five minutes until she got through. Mom was nothing if not persistent. I reached for the phone.
âHey, Mom. Wow, great news, huh?â I said, thinking, in my groggy state, a preempt would be a good idea. Maybe if Mom found out I already knew, sheâd hang up fast and call someone who didnât. âWelp, gotta runââ
Yes, I know I told Thomas not to let on theyâd told me first. Trust me, all of us Halligan siblings are accustomed to the view from under the bus. Itâs a survival mechanism that kicks in when dealing with our mother. Thomas would no doubt claim Iâd wheedled the news out of Laura. Since Laura is a saint in Momâs eyes, she wouldnât get in trouble over it. So really it wasnât as much of a betrayal as it might appear.
âCiel Colleen Halligan, how could you say such a thing? Itâs terrible news. And how did you hear about it? I just found out myself.â
âUm, Thomas told me,â I said, scrubbing my face with one hand, trying to chase away the residual sleepiness. Regardless of Lauraâs immunity from Momâs wrath, she hadnât been in the family long enough for me to throw her under the bus. Besides, sisterly solidarity. âIâve never heard him so happy,â I added. âWait a secondâwhy arenât you happy? Youâre supposed to be thrilled.â
âYou think Iâm some sort of monster?â
âOf course not,â I said. âI would never thinkââ
âAnd how did Thomas find out?â
âWell, how do you think? Laura told him.â
âLaura? Why on Earth would sheâoh, my God! The CIA is involved?â
Okay, what the hell was going on? âMom, let me talk to Laura for a second, okay?â
âWhy would Laura be here? Sheâs working, and so is Thomas.â
Uh-oh . âMom, what did you call to tell me?â
A heavy sigh came through the line. Mom composing herself. âItâs Aunt Helen. Sheâs dead.â
Crap. A picture of Aunt Helen popped into my head and gave my heart a squeeze. Elderly, frail, and unable to sustain a decent aura for longer than fifteen minutes at a time anymore. We all loved her dearly.
I took a breath and leavened my voice with a hefty dose of sympathy. âIâm so sorry. Itâs not entirely unexpected, though, is it? Given her age and all,â I said.
âShe was murdered.â
âWhat?â
âSomebody used a stun gun on her in Central Park, then stabbed her while she was still twitching.â
Thanks for the visual, Mom. âWhat kind of fucking sicko does that?â
It was a measure of how upset I was that I let âfuckingâ slip out while talking to my mother. It was a measure of how upset she was that she let it pass without a comment about God punishing me right away.
âHow could the police know such a gruesome detail anyway?â I added rapidly, in case she was only pausing to frame an adequate threat of heavenly retribution.
âThere was a witness. He was too far away to get a good look at the guyâs face, but he definitely saw the stun gun, and then the stabbing. Which I wouldnât know, except Junie Sorensen volunteers at the library where the wife of the police officer who was first on the scene works. Oh, God, Ciel, what is the world coming to when a harmless little old lady canât even take a walkâin the middle of the day!âin Central Park?â
I knew she didnât expect an answer. âHowâs Dad taking it?â Aunt Helen had been like a second mother to him when he was a kid.
Mom switched gears from impending hysteria to deep sadness with a heavy sigh. âYou know your father.