interview with someone big a couple days later. Create a tidal wave of press that covers the story and spins it our direction.â
âExplain to me again how Lucky fits into this?â He pushed some eggs around his plate, certain he wasnât going to like her answer. Sitting here with Gloria felt weird. He wasnât used to eating with other people. Wasnât used to other people in his space, period.
âWeâve got the fact that youâre well known as a total hermit. No one can argue with you if you say youâve been seeing this dancer a few weeks now. And you guys got frisky on his break, someone photographed your tender moment, and the money part is a huge misunderstanding and smear campaign by people who donât get that love is love.â She smiled broadly, exactly like a woman whoâd spent the last hour sucking down Gay PR 101.
âAnd you think this will . . . do what exactly?â
âGive you a bit more respectability. Like those politicians who marry the mistresses they were caught cheating with. Allâs forgiven for a great love story.â
âBut Iâm still going to be gay. And out. And the conservative fans are still going to hate that.â
Michelin hated that that mattered to him. But it did. It was why even as heâd toyed with the idea of coming out, heâd known he never would, or at least not any time soon.
âThey love you.â Gloriaâs tone was encouraging, but somehow less than convincing.
He loved his fans right back, something he tried hard not to show too deeply. But he loved the eighty-seven-year-old grandmas who saved up to come to his Lincoln show and he loved the gun-racked Texans who packed the stadium for his Dallas show and who waited three hours afterward for autographs. When his first country album Hard Water dropped, these blue-collar folks were the ones who embraced him most, who shot the album up the charts. Visions of their fan mail flashed through his head, the fans telling him how they played his music at tailgating parties and graduations and family reunions.
And those small-town fans, those were the ones he was most likely to lose. His heart contracted. They wouldnât see him as one of them anymore, even though, truth was, heâd gone country to sing the most authentic music of his career, to finally be the musician he wanted to be and not be packaged by the label like his rock band, Speed Kills, had been. Heâd lost the entourage heâd surrounded himself with for his failed pop solo career. Heâd been so proud of himself for finally making the changes that broke him out of a decade-long trance. Heâd written the music for Hard Water . Heâd overseen every step of the production. Hell, even the photograph on the album cover was of the old well on his uncleâs property. He was country, but he wasnât sure country had a place for him.
And here was Gloria, trying to spin things when all he wanted was a nap. He clenched his hands to keep them from shaking. Boyfriend. No boyfriend. It didnât matter. His days at the top of the country charts were over.
âThatâs a nice try. But I donât think we want to rope the guy into my mess any more than heâs already being smeared by it. I say we just issue a simple, âYup. Gayâ statement on Monday and then just let the chips fallââ
âMichelin. I donât think you understand me.â Gloria leaned over to tap the area of the table closest to where Michelin was sitting. âYou donât pay my salary. The label pays me. And you donât come up with the plan here. You follow the plan. And Stu Wockman himself says either we clean this mess up or theyâre not releasing the new album.â
âWhat?â He dropped his coffee mug with a clatter against the counter.
âTheyâll cite technical issues or some such for the delay, but they arenât going to put anything