said, and I began a sweeping turn to the left, to round the eastern point of the island. The launch angled obediently, and Stefan caught himself on the edge. The lantern slid across the deck. He stuck out his foot to stop its progress just as the boat hit a chop and heeled. Stefan swore.
âAll right?â I said.
âYes, damn it.â
I could tell from the bite in his wordsâor rather the lack of bite, the dissonance of the words themselves from the tone in which he saidthemâthat he was slipping again, that he was fighting the black curtain. We had to reach this ship of his, the faster the better, and yet the faster we went the harder we hit the current. And I could not see properly. I was guided only by the pinprick lights and my own instinct for this stretch of coast.
âJust hurry,â said Stefan, blurry now, and I curled around the point and straightened out, so that the Plateau de Milieu lay before me, studded with perhaps a dozen boats tugging softly at their moorings. I glanced back at Stefan to see how he had weathered the turn.
âThe western end,â he told me, gripping the side of the boat hard with his left hand while his right held the wadded-up white shirt against his wound. Someone had sacrificed his dinner jacket over Stefanâs shoulders, to protect that bare and bloody chest from the salt draft and the possibility of shock, and I thought I saw a few dark specks on the sleek white wool. But that was always the problem about blood. It traveled easily, like a germ, infecting its surroundings with messy promiscuity. I turned to face the sleeping vessels ahead, an impossible obstacle course of boats and mooring lines, and I thought, We have got to get that tourniquet off soon, or they will have to remove the leg.
But at least I could see a little better now, in the glow of the boat lights, and I pushed the throttle higher. The old engine opened its throat and roared. A curse floated out across the water behind us, as I zigzagged delicately around the mooring lines.
âI see you are an expert,â said Stefan. âThis is reassuring.â
âWhich one is yours?â
âYou canât see it yet. Just a moment.â We rounded another boat, a pretty sloop of perhaps fifty feet, and the rest of the passage opened out before us, nearly empty. Stefan said, with effort: âTo the right, the last one.â
âWhat, the great big one?â I pointed.
âYes, Mademoiselle. The great big one.â
I opened the throttle as far as it could go. We skipped across the water like a smooth, round stone, like when Charles and I were childrenand left to ourselves, and we would take the boat as fast as it could go and scream with joy in the briny wind, because when you were a child you didnât know that boats sometimes crashed and people sometimes drowned. That vital young men were shot and sometimes bled to death.
Stefanâs yacht rose up rapidly before us, lit by a series of lights along the bow and the glow of a few portholes. It was long and elegant, a sweet beauty of a ship. The sides were painted black as far as the final row of portholes, where the white took over, like a wide neat collar around the rim, like a nunâs wimple. I saw the name
Isolde
painted on the bow. âAhoy!â I called out, when we were fifty feet away. â
Isolde
ahoy!â
âThey are likely asleep,â said Stefan.
I pulled back the throttle and brought the boat around. We bobbed on the water, sawing in our own wake, while I rummaged in the compartment under the wheel and brought out a small revolver.
âGod in heaven,â said Stefan.
âI hope itâs loaded,â I said, and I pointed the barrel out to sea and fired.
The sound echoed off the water and the metal side of the boat. A light flashed on in one of the portholes, and a voice called out something outraged in German.
I cupped my hands around my mouth.