apology, something. But he only stood there, gazing down at her, his dark eyes filled with sadness.
âWhat is it?â she asked. âWhatâs wrong?â
âI should not have come here.â
âWhy? Oh, no.â She shook her head, certain he was about to tell her he had a wife and the requisite two-point-three children. âYouâre married, arenât you?â
Alexander laughed softly, wishing it was something as ordinary as a wife that was keeping them apart. âNo, Kara, Iâm not married.â
âWhat is it then?â
âIâm afraid you have asked the one question I cannot answer.â
âThen I wonât ask it again.â
The simplicity of her reply, the trust shining inher eyes, was his undoing. Kneeling before her, he took her hand in his.
âKara, I am not like other men. You must never love me. Or trust me.â
âI donât understand.â
âPray you never do.â
âBut . . .â She bit down on her lower lip, remembering she had promised not to ask why. âAre we never to see each other again?â
âIt would be for the best.â
âFor who?â
âFor you.â
âDonât I have anything to say about it?â
âNo.â
âIf you donât want to see me anymore, why did you come here tonight?â
âBecause I could not stay away.â
She smiled triumphantly. âSo you do want to continue seeing me!â
âIt is my fondest desire.â
âMine, too.â She put her hand over his mouth when he started to speak. âNo. Donât say another word. I want to be with you. You want to be with me. I donât see the problem.â
Gently, he removed her hand from his mouth, then kissed her palm. Warmth feathered up her arm to pool around her heart.
âI hope you never do,â Alexander said quietly. Rising, he drew her to her feet. âYour legâitâs better?â
Kara nodded. âThe doctor said I can go back to work next week.â
âWill you meet me here again tomorrow night?â
She nodded again, happiness welling inside her. âWill you kiss me good night?â
âWill the sun rise in the morning?â he murmured, and then he slanted his mouth over hers, his lips claiming hers in a long, lingering kiss that left her shaken to the soles of her feet.
When he took his mouth from hers, Kara swayed against him, certain she would have fallen but for his arms around her.
âI hope you do not regret this, Kara.â
âI wonât,â she whispered. âI wonât.â
âGood night, then,â he replied, and hoped, for her sake, that she grew tired of him before it was too late.
In the last hours before dawn, Alexander sat in front of his computer, reading what he had written earlier.
THE DARK GIFT
Chapter II
I walked through the house, looking for Lilith. For the first time, I noticed that heavy draperies covered every window, and when I opened one, I saw there were shutters on the outside. I wandered through the downstairs, but she was nowhere to be found. I paused at the bottom of the winding staircase, looking up at the darkness beyond. She had forbidden me to ever go upstairs, but on this night, something drew me. Something stronger than fear of discovery, stronger than mere curiosity.
I knew, with every step that I took, that I was embarking on a journey from which there would be no return, yet something compelled me onward.
I think, even now, that I knew what I would find when I opened her door. Perhaps I had always known. Perhaps it wasnât the power of her mind that had clouded mine all this time, but my own fear.
Mouth dry, heart pounding, I opened the door to Lilithâs room, and came face to face with a scene out of one of my childhood nightmares: Lilith, dressed all in black, bending over the body of a young boy.
Though I hadnât made a sound, she looked up, her
Jan Springer, Lauren Agony