thought she knew what he meant.
âWell, it hasnât done any good so far, has it?â she challenged. âYouâre still stuck down here, and they havenât fed you, and they havenât even given you soap to wash your face!â
âThey havenât killed us, either,â Alia said softly. Nina stared at the younger girl. When I was six, I wouldnât have known to say something like that, she thought. I was still a baby, playing with dolls and dressing up in the auntiesâ old clothes, pretending to be a princess. And I had four old ladies treating me like a princess.
âIâm sorry,â Nina said. âI didnât mean to do anything wrong.â
But sheâd let the hating man think she was going to spy for him. Sheâd eaten his food, and that was like . . . like taking blood money or something. She hadnât refused anything. She hadnât screamed and hollered and told him that the Population Police were wrong. She hadnât demanded that he set Matthias and Percy and Aliaâand herselfâfree.
Nina bent her head down, too ashamed to look at the others.
A scraping sound behind her saved her from having to say anything else.
âFood!â Alia said delightedly.
The guard was opening the door. He tossed in a dark bundle, then shut the door and retreated.
Alia reached the bundle first. She grabbed it up and took it over to the boys. Matthias held the candle so they could all see in.
âOoh, Nina, look!â Alia squealed. âThereâs one, two, three, four, five . . . eight slices of bread! Theyâve never brought more than six before!â
âThereâs one more of us now, silly,â Percy said. âWe still get two each.â
âOh,â Alia said.
Nina moved over with the other kids, feeling like sheâd crossed some invisible line. She squatted down with them and peered into the bag. It held the same kind of hard black bread sheâd had for her first meal in prison. There wasnât even any butter or apples to go with it. After her feast with the hating man she couldnât pretend to want this bread.
âYou know what?â she said with studied casualness. âIâm not really hungry. Why donât you all take my slices, too?â
They all stared at her.
âAre you sure?â Alia asked. âI donât think they feed us every day.â
âThatâs okay. You take it,â Nina said.
They didnât need any extra urging. In seconds the three kids had gobbled up all the bread. Nina did notice, though, that Matthias had a strange way of dividing up Ninaâs share of the food: Alia got a whole slice, and Matthias and Percy split the other one. Ninaâs full stomach ached, watching the others eat so hungrily.
When they were done, they searched for any dropped crumbs and ate those as well. Nina hovered beside them, pretending to look for crumbs, too. Then they all sat back, happily sated. Nina sat down beside Alia, and Alia leaned over and gave her a big hug.
âThanks, Nina. I hope you donât get hungry later. I think that was the best meal I ever had.â
Nina could have brought Alia fresh, beautiful rolls, but she hadnât. Instead, sheâd let the little girl have old, moldy, practically inedible black bread just because Nina herself was too full of the Population Policeâs fine meal to pretend to want it. And now Alia was thanking her.
Nina felt guiltier than ever.
CHAPTER ELEVEN
D ays passed. Nina had no idea how many, because nothing happened with any regularity. Sometimes the guard brought food; sometimes the guard pulled one of them out for questioning. Sometimes Matthias decided they could light the candle for a few minutesâbut only for Alia, only when he thought she needed it.
Nobody knew when any of those things would happen.
Other than that, they could measure their time in the prison-cave only by how many times