the media gets hold of it.â
Barbara shook her head. âNo, Abner, I canât do that. I will not be witness to sending a man to prison. Iâve been in prisonââremembering the six months she had served in a federal prison in Long Beach. That was long ago, in the forties, but the memory of what had happened was vivid and ugly. She had been one of the organizing members of a committee that had purchased an old convent in Toulouse and fitted it out as a hospital to help the surviving soldiers of Republican Spain and their families. She had given a great deal of money to that cause, and when she was called before the House Committee on Un-American Activities and told to give the names of people who had supported their work, she refused. The result was a citation for contempt of Congress, and then a trial and a sentence to six months in prison. Those six months were burned in her memory.
âI canât,â she said to Abner. âI have to live with myselfâfor whatever time I have left. Iâm an old woman. I canât wipe out the life that I lived. I canât bear witness against this man, Jones. I made an agreement with him. I gave him the jewels and he gave me my fatherâs ring. I told him I would not bear witness against him.â
âHe gave you the ring!â Abner snorted. âBarbara, the ring was yours. He stole your jewelry. How much? A hundred thousand dollarsâ worth? God almightyââhe gave you the ringâ!â
âDonât argue with me, Abner. Just tell me what I must do and what will happen to me. Iâm not brave. Iâm more frightened than you can imagine.â
âWell, to begin, youâll be aiding and abetting a felonâwhich makes you equally guilty.â
âIf I gave him the jewelry? Why is that a crime? Canât I give away anything that is mine? How can they prove otherwise?â
âHow did he get in the house?â
âHe picked the lock,â Barbara said. âItâs an old lock, the same lock that Sam Goldberg had on the door. When I rebuilt the house after the fire, I kept as much of the old house as I could. The lock isnât hard to pick.â
âItâs still breaking and entering. Even if the door was open, itâs breaking and entering with intent to steal.â
âBut if I insist that I gave him the jewels?â
âThatâs perjury. For heavenâs sake, Barbara, can you toss away a hundred thousand dollarsâ worth of jewelry like that? Are you that rich?â
âThe jewels meant nothing to me. I kept them in a drawer. There was a linked gold chain I wore, but nothing else. Yes, I wore the pearls once or twice, but nothing else. I wore the brooch only once. If I have to trade it for a manâs freedom, fine. Donât try to understand me, Abner. Just be my good friend and my lawyer, and help me get through this.â
âYouâre serious, arenât you?â Abner said softly, a touch of awe in his voice.
âDeadly serious.â
âAnd Iâm compounding a felony. Reda walks out on me, and her last words are, âYou ainât worth shit.â Thatâs a hell of a thing to tell a man who canât get it up and who stops trying, and whoâs too fat for anyone else to look at twice.â
âAbner, Abner,â she said gently, âyouâre one of the best men I know. Reda was probably in a rage, and she didnât care what she was saying. Weâll talk about that another time. Right now youâre my lawyer, and Iâm your client.â
He nodded.
âDo you want another cup of coffee?â
âYes.â
She poured coffee, sat across the corner of the table, so that she could reach out and put her hand on his; and he was thinking what a fine figure of a woman she still was, seventy and all, tall and slender, her gray eyes clear and bright; and he wondered why he had never found someone like