just like Marthe if they saw me
truly:
Needy. Messy. Frightened.
Weak.
âHey,â Nat said. I looked up, and there were tear tracks on her face: thick ones beneath her fierce eyes. She put a hand on my shoulder, and I shuddered free. Natâs fire retreated behind her eyes. âTyler,â she said. âBandages.â
Tyler passed the faded bandages without a word.
I wiped my nose on my shirttailâ
forget laundry, and forget propriety too
. Anything to get the disemboweled strings of my emotions back into my belly. Natâs touch came again, through the cotton fabric, and Tylerâs veiled eyes stared at us and then fled past to Heronâs jumbled belongings. Tyler was harder to read now, without the color in his eyes. The two darting green blotches in his left eye, the three in his right were as good as a beekeeperâs mask.
âWe should burn this,â he said, and shoved the wicker basket. It was blackening slowly, like the first frost over the fields.
Natâs scowl deepened. âRight.â She snugged the bandage tight where my thumb met my palm. The pressure gave me something besides my own shame to think about. I almost wept again for the gift of
normal
pain. I inspected my tender, wrapped-up hand: still red, the wound seeping, the veins of infection already gone. âSo fast,â I murmured.
Tyler got painfully to one knee. His balance wavered. I bit my lip hard. âItâs like that with the Twisted Things,â he said, out of breath. âOnce theyâre gone, you heal fast.â
If you heal,
I filled in silently, and didnât let myself shiver again.
I braced myself on the red brocade stool and got up to my knees. My legs were dangerously wobbly. The muscles above my knees felt like an earthquake each. I pressed down on the stool, and rotten old-cities stuffing gave beneath my palmâaround something lumpy, ungiving, and hard.
Something that was not supposed to be there.
âWhatâs wrong?â Tyler asked.
I prodded at the stuffing. Something was hidden in the stoolâs ancient cushion, and I hadnât put it there. I dug two fingers into the hole, pried through the yellowed wool in layers and chunks, and brushed something as cold as the January trees.
The shock of it went up my fingers, into my palm. I jerked it out and held it up to the light: a bundle of bunched-up leather wrapped around metal a handspan long. A ridge of old iron peeked out the top and faded into a mess of what might have once been leather binding. The shreds remaining were darkened and slick with sweat, in patterns that spoke of one owner, one hand.
I unwrapped it and dropped the leather strips to the floor. It was a hilt: the iron and leather pommel of the strangest hunting knife Iâd ever seen.
The hilt was twisted, nearly wrenched off the line of the scarred-up metal blade. The blade swept down from it in a spiral, a hot-forged ringlet curl. I turned it with two careful fingers. Despite the nicks and use marks, the knifeâs blade shone like new forging.
âYou couldnât cut a thing with this.â I touched a finger to the edge. âBut itâs sharp.â
Nat leaned forward, eyes narrowed. âWho sharpens a knife you canât use for anything?â
âWho sharpens a knife you canât sheathe?â I said. âUnless you carry around a stool.â
âOh, God,â Tyler said, sudden and strangled, and he slumped against the wall.
âWhat?â Nat whirled. âWhat is it?â
âItâs mine,â came another voice, quietly, from the doorway, and this one I knew without seeing. Nat paled. I turned slowly to face long, lean Heron, standing silhouetted on the smokehouse step.
âMiss,â he said, perfectly without emotion, âplease donât touch that thing.â
My throat prickled, and my cheeks: hot and ashamed. âWe werenât looking to go through your
S. Ravynheart, S.A. Archer
Stephen G. Michaud, Roy Hazelwood