getting a promotion soon and thatâll mean a bit more cash to be put by for when we can get married.â He glanced at his single cuff ring with its central upward loop called a curl. Once heâd reported on board, heâd get a second plain ring added beneath and red cloth between them to signify medical branch. Good thing heâd kept his old 1930 uniforms. Bloody war, and just when he was finding his way in a practice in Ballybucklebo that he loved, with marriage to the woman he loved supposedly in their very-near future.
He felt the pressure of Deirdreâs hand on his. âYou will take care of yourself, darling, wonât you?â Frown lines marred her usually smooth forehead.
He tried to make light of it and to soothe her fears. He glanced round to be certain he was not being overheard. âMy ship has a fourteen-inch armour belt and eight fifteen-inch guns. Each shell weighs nearly a ton. And sheâs got a great gross of secondary armament and antiaircraft guns. There are one thousand two hundred men on board, not counting me yet.â He wondered if his old friend, Tom Laverty, was still on her as a navigating officer. âItâs not me thatâll have to take care. Itâs bloody Adolf Hitlerâs navy. His nice new Bismarck wonât dare show her face. Not to my ship.â He laughed.
âI suppose it sounds encouraging. I mean, all those guns and armour and so on. And youâll hardly be alone.â She smiled, looking a little reassured. âBut Iâll still worry.â
He turned his hand so he held hers and looked into a pair of piercing blue eyes. âNo need. Honestly. I promise.â He saw no reason to tell her that in the First World War at the Battle of Jutland in 1916, Warspite had sustained massive damage, fourteen killed, and sixteen wounded. His smile faded. âBut maybe I was wrong asking you to marry me with the world getting more topsy-turvy every day,â he said. âI never thought Iâd be going off to fight in a world war and weâd have to delay things.â
She shook her head. âFingal Flahertie OâReilly. Since the day I met you in Dublinâs Rotunda Hospital I knew I was going to fall in love with you.â She squeezed his hand. âBut you were such a shy, hesitant old bear. The other trainee doctors werenât so bashful.â Her laugh was throaty.
My own ineptitude cost me my first love. Kitty OâHallorhan, as far as he knew, had stayed on in Tenerife after the Spanish Civil War ended in April, continuing at an orphanage for children whoâd lost their families in that war. Sheâd kept in touch with Virginia Treanor, one of her nursing cronies in Dublin, and she, an old friend from their student days, had told Donald Cromie, now a trainee surgeon at the Royal Victoria Hospital. Heâd mentioned it to Fingal en passant. After he and Kitty had parted, Fingal OâReilly had decided to emulate his bachelor brother Lars and have nothing to do with the fair sexâuntil that summer day in 1937 when a student midwife with the most amazing blue eyesâall he could see of her face over her sterile maskâhad walked into the delivery room.
In the background, the ensemble had switched to âIâll Be Seeing You,â and Fingal sang along for a bar or two.
Iâll be seeing you in all the old familiar places,
That this heart of mine embraces â¦
Then he said, âWe danced to that in the Gresham Hotel in Dublin last year, the September night I finally plucked up the courage to tell you I loved you,â and he looked at her and saw a petite, newly qualified midwife crying softly at their table and saying, âOh Fingal, Iâm so happy.â
âI always will love you, Deirdre, no matter how far away I am.â And he wondered how many times menâmen on both sidesâhad said that to dear ones. War? Bloody lunacy. Fingal popped the rest of his