up the Gold Coast, but I realised pretty quickly that if I kept it up Iâd have enough for a deposit on a little house in a couple of years. Iâd get a place with a spare room and Bella could stay there for nothing and save up her own deposit. Imagine that â the barmaid and the nurseâs aide, daughters of a drunken welfare queen and a couple of no-good womanisers, both of us homeowners.
So that dream, that dream that I was well on the way to making reality, thatâs another thing those fuckers took from me.
Donât think Iâm not keeping track.
I didnât tell the detectives all that, of course. They wouldâve loved it, but. They dug and dug at me, asking me stuff that couldnât possibly have a bearing on the investigation. Stuff that couldnât have a bearing on anything except my dignity.
âThis is obviously something you donât like talking about, but for Bellaâs sake, you need to give us a list of your clients.â
âClients? You mean the drinkers at the pub? Geez, youâd have to ask Old Grey.â
âYou know what we mean, Chris. The ones you take home from the pub.â
âBlokes I take home arenât clients. Theyâre just blokes I take home. No oneâs business, is it?â
âShitty thing about a murder investigation,â Brandis said, âis that we have to make everything about the victimâs life our business.â
âYouâre not talking about her life, though. Youâre talking about mine.â
The young one sighed again. God, I wouldâve liked to slap him. âYour life was intertwined with hers. Itâs possible some of your cliââ He broke off with a goddamn smirk. Held his hands up. âSorry. Your boyfriends. Itâs possible one of them mightâve taken an interest in your sister.â
âNo, it isnât.â
âWhy not? Youâve got pictures of her in your place, donât you? Bloke mightâve taken a liking, decided to look her up. Not unthinkable, is it?â
âYou think whoever did that to her liked her? Jesus.â
âAlright, alright. Not a liking. Something else. Point is, it mightâve been the place of introduction so to speak. He sees her pic, he decides to ââ
âNo,â I said. âNo man Iâve ever met could do that.â
âYouâd be surprised,â Brandis said, so soft I wondered if he meant me to hear him.
âThing is, Chris, we have to operate with the assumption it could be anyone, and since anyone is a hell of a lot of people, we have to start close to home. Bellaâs workmates and friends, her neighbours and relatives. Her relativesâ friends. So, you know, if you could give us your boyfriendsâ names . . .â
âYeah, well, I would, but I donât know them.â
He fucking smiled, that little shit. âYou donât know the names of the men you take home?â
âYeah, thatâs right. Iâm a big old slut. Not a crime, is it?â
âChris. Calm down. Weâre not trying to upset you. Like I said, itâs a dangerous kind of . . . lifestyle youâve got. Itâs not a safe thing, bringing men you donât know back to your place like that. Fucked-up men looking for women to do nasty shit to, well, a lot of the time they figure a whore is a good target. No oneâs going to worry too much, you know?â
âHow can you say these things to me?â I turned to Brandis, brooding away in the corner. âIs he allowed to talk to me like this?â
Brandis blinked a few times like he was just waking up. I tell you, I understood a little then how someone could commit murder. For real, I did.
âEasy, Mikey,â he said.
Mikey raised his hands again. âListen, Iâm not judging. I donât care about anything except finding whoever did this to Bella. If thatâs what you care about, and I know you do, Chris,