Indulging a grief that would never leave her didnât seem to get her anywhere. One foot in front of the other. How many times had she reminded herself of that?
Julie showed up again in the late afternoon, an unusual number of visits for one day. Apparently Julie was concerned about something. Her? Rykerâs presence?
Anyway, it was a relief to see her cheerful face breeze into the house. Julie had apparently taken the bit between her teeth. While she gabbed humorously about her day with âthose imps,â as she sometimes referred to her kindergarten class, she dove into the refrigerator and started pulling out food.
âI didnât want to eat alone,â she remarked. âYou up to a chicken casserole?â
âAbsolutely.â Marisa sat back, enjoying Julieâs minor whirlwind.
âJust us, or will your new friend be here?â
âIâm not expecting him.â
Julie paused, package of skinless chicken breasts in hand. âWhy not? Did he leave?â
âI doubt it. He wants to rebuild my basement stairs.â
âI love him already. Those things have been worrying me. So call him.â
âCall him? Why?â
âBecause in this case three might be company. I mean, sheesh, Marisa, the guy came to look you up because of Johnny. How rude do you want to be?â
Marisa felt her stomach lurch. What was Julie doing? Was she being rude? She hadnât asked Ryker to come visit; heâd just arrived without warning. She didnât owe him a thing...or did she?
âHe helped bring the crib upstairs,â she said slowly.
âGood man. So youâre finally facing the inevitability. Great. And that means we can throw a baby shower for you. My gosh, girl, the presents have already been bought. Weâve just been waiting for you to agree. And if you donât, youâre going to have the shower around your hospital bed. So donât you think itâd be best to know what you already have before you start shopping?â
Marisa felt an urge to giggle rising in the pit of her stomach. âYou sound manic.â
âComes from dealing with five-year-olds. Canât keep their attention for long. Talking rapidly is necessary. You never noticed before?â
âI guess not.â
Julie rolled her eyes. âCall the man. He must be at the motel. Besides, I want to size him up. Protective urges also go with being a teacher.â
And a friend, Marisa thought. But Julie had leavened her mood, and she decided she wouldnât at all mind hearing Julieâs opinion of Ryker. Right now she herself couldnât make up her mind about the man. Heâd zoomed in from nowhere, and experience with Johnny had taught her that heâd zoom away again just as unexpectedly, and probably without any explanation except he had to return to work. She also wondered if Julie would sense the secretiveness in him, would also feel that Ryker was withholding important information.
Because, honestly, she didnât quite trust the man, whatever his association with Johnny.
Julie left the food on the counter and got them both some coffee. Sitting at the table with her felt good and familiar. âCall him,â she said more gently. âA second opinion is good and, frankly, Iâve been wondering about him all day. Strangers make me uneasy. So letâs sort it out.â
With an almost leaden hand, Marisa reached for the wall phone and called the motel. One click, and then a voice answered. âRyker Tremaine.â
âRyker, itâs Marisa. My friend Julie and I wondered if you want to join us at my house for dinner. Nothing fancy, just chicken casserole.â
Julie grabbed the phone from her hand. âHi, Ryker, this is Julie. Believe me, my chicken casserole is fancy. Say an hour? We can chat while it cooks. Thanks. Looking forward to it.â
Then Julie hung up the phone.
âWhy did you do that?â Marisa demanded. She may