of them peering down at something horrible, something with the shape of a person, but not its face and not its skin. Something with black veins bulging through cracking flesh, something with the Mortal Cup still clenched in its rigid fist, some withered, writhing, crumbling creature with Georgeâs hair and Georgeâs sneakers, but in place of Georgeâs smile, a tortured, toothless rictus leaking something too black to be blood. Not George, Simon thought furiously as the thing stopped jerking and trembling and fell still. And somehow, in Simonâs head, George screamed and screamed.
The chamber was a storm of motionâresponsible adults hustling students out of the room, gasps and cries and shrieksâbut Simon barely registered any of it. He was moving forward, toward the thing that couldnât be George, pressing toward the dais with Shadowhunter strength and Shadowhunter speed. Simon was going to save his roommate, because he was a Shadowhunter now, and thatâs what Shadowhunters do.
He didnât notice Catarina Loss come up behind him, not until her hands were on his shoulders, her grip light enough that he should have been able to break freeâbut he couldnât move.
âLet go of me!â Simon raged. The Silent Brothers were kneeling by the thing now, the body, but they werenât doing anything for it. They werenât helping. They were just staring fixedly at the spiderweb of inky veins spreading across flesh. âI have to help him!â
âNo.â Catarinaâs hand feathered across his forehead and the screaming in his mind fell silent. She was still holding on; he still couldnât move. He was a Shadowhunter, but she was a warlock. He was helpless. âItâs too late.â
Simon couldnât watch the black veins eat up skin or the hollow eyes melt into the skull. He focused on the sneakers. Georgeâs sneakers. One was untied, as it often was. Just that morning George had tripped over the laces, and Simon had caught him from falling. âThe last time youâll save me,â George had said with another of his wistful sighs, and Simon had shot back, âNot likely.â
The veins were popping, with a sound like Rice Krispies in milk. The body was starting to ooze.
Now Simon was holding on to Catarina too. He held tight.
âWhatâs the point?â he said in despair, because what was the point of dying like this, not in battle, not for a good cause, not to save a fellow warrior or the world, but for nothing ?And what was the point of living as a Shadowhunter, what was the point of skill and bravery and superhuman powers, when you couldnât do anything but stand by and watch ?
âSometimes there is no point,â Catarina said gently. âThere only is what is.â
What is, Simon thought, the wave of rage and frustration and horror nearly consuming him. He would not let himself be consumed; he would not waste this moment, if this was all he had. Heâd spent two years making himself strongâhe would be strong for George, now, in the only way left to him. He would bear witness.
Simon summoned his will. What is .
He forced himself not to look away.
What is : George. Brave and kind and good . George, dead. George, gone.
And though he didnât know what the Law had to say about dying by the Mortal Cup, whether the Clave would consider George one of their own and give him Shadowhunter burial rights, he didnât care. He knew what George was, what he was meant to be, and what he deserved.
â Ave atque vale , George Lovelace, child of Nephilim,â he whispered. âForever and ever, my brother, hail and farewell.â
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Simon grazed a finger over the small stone plaque, tracing the engraved letters: GEORGE LOVELACE.
âItâs pretty, isnât it?â Isabelle said from behind him.
âSimple,â Clary added. âHe would have liked that,