another, but this cocoon of darkness was like a steam bath. Invalids needed heat, didnât they? If only heâd let her open a window. Though this dark room probably didnât even have windows. Didnât Salvatore say Winslowe hated sunlight?
âYou arenât leaving until I say you can go, Ms. Carey,â he said, very gently. âAnd Iâm not ready to let you.â
Maybe if she ate something sheâd feel better, she thought. She was feeling light-headed and dizzy, probably from disorientation and lack of sleep. She certainly wasnât going to pass out in front of this dark nemesis, but she didnât feel capable of making the long trek back up to her room without something in her stomach. At least she had the dubious security of knowing that a wheelchair couldnât maneuver the long, winding stairs to her turret room. Once she was up there, sheâd be safe from the man in front of her.
She took a bite of chicken, eating slowly, stalling for time. âWhat do you want from me, Mr. Winslowe?â
âCall me Ethan. And I believe Iâll call you Meg. After all, weâre going to be together for a while.â
She ignored the taunt. âWhat do you want from me?â she asked again.
âIsnât it more a question of what you want from me? I wasnât the one who showed up uninvited. Whereâs your father? Cowering back in Chicago, hoping youâll pull his fat from the fire?â
âMy father made a mistake. People do that, you know. People who donât sit in the middle of some crazy mansion passing judgment.â
âI have a reason to sit in the middle of my crazy mansion.â
âIâm sure you do.â She refused to let herself feel guilty. The man in the shadows in front of her might be a poor invalid, but he was also a brilliant, vindictive man who was, for all intents and purposes, holding her prisoner. âBut what right do you have to pass judgment?â
âThe right of a man whose reputation was damaged by your father. The right of the injured party for revenge.â
âI would have thought that the men who were killed were the injured parties.â
âHe told you that much, did he? What else did he tell you?â
Meg ate another bite of chicken. What had smelled so fiendishly delicious earlier now tasted like paper. And why was her head pounding so abominably; why did her throat feel raw? She reached blindly for the glass beside her plate and took too large a gulp of wine. âHe told me he made a mistake. He was worried and upset and not thinking clearly.â The rawness in her throat reached into her voice, and she realized she was pleading. âFor Godâs sake, my mother had just died. Canât you make allowances for human frailty? Donât you realize how guilty he feels? How much heâs suffered?â
âI know just how guilty he feels. How much heâs suffered.â Ethan Winsloweâs voice was icy cold in the overheated room. Meg could feel the sweat forming at her temples, between her breasts, and yet she was shivering.
âThen why canât you leave him alone?â
âI will leave him alone.â
For a moment, she couldnât believe sheâd heard him correctly. She shook her head, a useless physical gesture to try to drive the fogginess away. âWhat?â
âI said Iâll leave him alone. As long as you stay.â
This time she knew sheâd understood him. âYou canât be serious.â
âCompletely. As long as you stay here, Iâll leave your father in peace. The moment you leave or the moment I tire of you, then Iâll destroy him.â
The silence filled the inky black room. Once more she heard the watery gurgle that had to come from his respirator and the tiny little blips and beeps from the machines that were probably keeping him alive. If she only had the determination, the sheer cold-blooded courage, she