Chantelle had travelled from the UK to see the world. She was twenty-one when sheâd got the temp job as receptionist at IQPR, the international PR firm where Gemma was the rising star. It hadnât taken long for management to notice Chantelleâs eager-to-please attitude and upbeat personality and offer her a full-time position on the front desk.
It hadnât taken much longer for the CEO, multimillionaire, player and divorcee extraordinaire, Ed Portsmouth, to fall in love with her and offer her a full-time position in his marital bed.
He was fifty years old to Chantelleâs twenty-five as she walked down the aisle, or more accurately, a Thai beach. âItâs so romantic,â Chantelle had sighed when sheâd struck upon the idea. And so different, sheâd decided, because no one got married on the beach. She opted for a white sarong and bikini instead of a dress and all the guests went barefoot. There were hibiscus bouquets and the bride and groom sported matching tattoos on their biceps. Gemma was one of the handful of guests.
The gossips loved the fact that Chantelle was Edâs fourth wife and the same age as his twin sons from his first marriage and that Chantelle was a receptionist from a working-class neighbourhood in Essex who dressed like Pink, with a body like Barbie.
But Gemma knew her friend was truly in love. She also could see from a mile away that Chantelle was looking for a father-figure and found it in Ed.
Tragically Ed keeled over from a massive heart attack on their first anniversary during a lovemaking session. It had actually been the fifth session for the afternoon so Chantelle had been racked with guilt. Her sobbing at the funeral, âIâm a murderer; itâs all my fault, I killed him,â had not assisted her at all in the resulting bitter court case where the twin boys fought her for the millions of dollars in assets and capital sheâd inherited on Edâs passing. The case was eventually thrown out but sheâd split the fortune evenly in the end and gave the boys half. âJust to make them go away,â sheâd told Gemma, âannoying little sods that they are.â Sheâd always treated them more like brothers than stepsons.
The grief hit Chantelle hard. She had loved Ed and their romance was just in its prime. She mourned for three years before feeling ready to face the singles scene again.
âSo itâs just a hell week,â Chantelle concluded, then downed her glass and sat slumped. But she pepped up again within seconds. âOh, what am I like? Going on like this after your nasty turn at the spa the other day.â She turned to face Gemma.
âHow are you doing now?â
Mercedes pulled a downward face in sympathy.
âYes, darling, how are you? That was so frightfully embarrassing for you, you poor thing. Fancy having everyone stare like that â how dreadful for you.â
Gemma hadnât been aware that anyone had stared. She suddenly didnât feel so comfortable with sharing, especially not the parts about her family life.
âApparently itâs caffeine. Iâd hit it too hard that morning and it brought on a panic attack.â
âNooo! Coffee?â Chantelle squeaked. âThatâs completely mad, that is!â
âWell, I must admit, it makes sense. I was lying there and my mind was going a mile a minute. Iâm so worried about everything, and it was like my brain short-circuited and I just snapped.â
âYes, the exact same thing happened to one of my clients,â Mercedes purred, âbut much worse; she had to be hospitalised. I donât think it was a panic attack though, more a heart arrhythmia, so it was like an actual illness.â
âSo it wasnât exactly the same then,â Gemma pointed out.
âYeah, like not at all,â Chantelle guffawed. âBut you go on, luv. Whatâs this about âworriesâ? Is it the business