Dad,â he said, âweâre wasting our time. Whatâs the use of picking the stuff?â
âYouâll pick,â the old man said sourly, âuntil I say not to.â
âTheyâll only knock them back, Dad.â John didnât say this just to suit himself. He said it because he knew it was a fact. âBy the time the factory truck gets here tonight they wonât be worth a cracker.â
âNow look! Everyoneâs berries are the same. The factoryâs got to take them or go without. If they canât put them in cans theyâll jam them.â
âThey donât make jam out of fruit like this.â
âIâve seen the fruit they make jam with!â
âHonest, Dad,â said Lorna, âit
is
pretty hopeless. You canât pick them. They go to mush.â
âDonât you turn against me, too. Itâs bad enough putting up with him. You know what your motherâs illness is costing us. Weâve
got
to get them off.â
âWell I think itâs time Mum went into a public ward, like the doctor says, whether she likes it or not. Itâs not fair on you, Dad.â
âIâll decide whatâs fair and whatâs not fair, and when I want your opinion, Lorna, Iâll ask for it.â
It was useless. You couldnât argue with him. It always ended in a row. He always went deathly white, and his worn and weary face frightened her. There was a streak in his nature that wouldnât give in, even though he was so tired deep down that the effort of argument exhausted him. Heâd probably kill himself in the end; or drop dead for want of giving in over some issue at a sensible time.
So they went on picking, each keeping pace with the others in adjoining rows. Old man George knew that the fruit was rotten, but a devil in him wouldnât let him stop, kept telling him there was a chance that the factory might not inspect the fruit closely, perhaps until tomorrow, might blame the carrier for bouncing it around too much on the back of the truck, might even accept it despite its condition for any of a dozen reasons. Then he heard the siren.
An urgent, demanding cry it was, wailing through the gullies, fighting to be heard over the buffeting wind. It came faintly at first, then broke over them like a wave. There was no denying it. There was something about a siren that welled up from the inside. It was almost like being sick.
âSee you later,â said John. It was not an apology or a request for permission to leave; he was running before it was fully out, running up the rows, up the hill, towards the house. His father watched him go, too numb at heart to protest, even to try to call him back. He stood almost still, dripping with perspiration, and his strength seemed to be flowing away through his feet into the ground.
âLorna,â he sighed. âOh, Lorna...â
He may not have meant it that way, but his manner of utterance committed her. Sheâd have to stick it out. Sheâd have to take Johnâs place. Sheâd have to pick until she fainted from heat or the old man gave in.
3
Fire Warning
Peter Fairhall was making his way up from the creek towards his grandparentsâ house when he heard the siren. He was out in the middle of the paddock, walking carefully between the rows of young gladioli planted by the bulbgrower who rented a few acres of Fairhall land. Peterâs grandfather hadnât farmed the place in years.
It was the first time Peter had heard a fire warning in the bush, but he recognized it instantly for what it was and stopped in his stride.
He had sometimes wondered what it would be like to hear the siren when the danger was real, when everything was tinder-dry and the notorious north wind was squarely set to fan an inferno. Now he knew. He felt nothing but unbelief. How could there be a fire? How could it possibly happen? It happened in the newspapers, but not in real life.