speak even when they were on the road. In fact they travelled a considerable distance, the silence in the Land Cruiser growing more and more nerve-racking as the track they were taking got rougher and rougher, the four-wheel drive ploughing through deep sand, bumping over corrugations, traversing a rocky creek bed where running water could have made the crossing more perilous if he hadnât known which way to go.
There was no sign of anyone else now, no trace of any humanity in the ancient land around them. The clumps of spinifex and the high conical termite mounds added to the sense of life reduced to a minimal state. It was a far different world from the one sheâd known all her life and she began to sense she was with a very different kind of man, tooâ¦a man who made his own rules.
She wasnât running this game.
He was.
At his own pace and on his own terms.
And that realisation sent a chill down Mirandaâs spine. His patient silence at the dinner table that first night, his patient silence in the helicopter, now in this Land Cruiser, waitingâ¦waiting for what?
âYouâre right,â Nathan said abruptly. âIâm not offering romance. Iâve been there, done that, and come out empty every time. Foolâs gold.â
The edge of contempt in his voice startled her into looking at him. He sliced her a hard, challenging glance, searing in its intensity. âLook around you,â he directed, turning his gaze back to the hazardous track. âMy life is bound up in this land. It comes down to basic needs and that is pervasive if you live here long enough. I have a great respect for basic needs. And sharing them makes sense to me.â
Miranda frowned, realising he was talking of a stark reality he faced day after day. If basic needs werenât respectedâand sharedâsurvival could very well be at risk. Sheâd read stories of people who had perished in the outback, not appreciating all that could go wrong, nor comprehending the sheer isolation of great, empty distancesâno ready help to call upon.
âNow Iâd say thereâs something very basic between us that we could answer for each other,â he went on.
One could survive without sex , Miranda silently argued, gritting her teeth against saying so, determined not to invite or encourage any conversation on that subject.
âA sharing. Not a taking,â he emphasised.
Miranda remained stubbornly silent, her gaze trained out the side window, but she felt the hot, penetrating blast of his eyes on her and couldnât stop her muscles from tensing against it.
âIâm not interested in the games men and women play in the world you come from,â he continued with a relentless beat that seemed to drum on her mind and heart. âI donât make promises I canât or wonât keep. Iâll say how it is for me. I want you, yes.â
She didnât actually need that blunt honesty, having no doubts herself on that score.
âAnd you want me, Miranda.â
That stung her into whipping her head around. âOh, no, I donât!â she shot at him.
His eyes instantly and sharply derided her contention. âDeny it as much as you like, for whatever reasons you have, but itâs not going to go away.â
âIs that how you argued your last mistress into bed with you?â
â Mistress? â
His incredulity and the subsequent shake of his head left Miranda furious with herself at having let those words slip. She snapped her gaze back to the road, willing him not to pick up on them, to simply let the whole matter drop.
No such luck!
âI donât know where youâre coming from, Miranda,â he said tersely, âbut I am not married, and if I had a wife, I certainly wouldnât be seeking a mistress.â
Mistressâ¦loverâ¦what was the difference when the arrangement was for sex on tap?
âThe relationships Iâve had