natural. Would she mind?
âMay I join you?â he asked.
âOf course.â
He turned and sat on the top step next to her. She moved slightly awayâhe assumed to give him more roomâthough he was sorry for it.
âItâs a beautiful evening,â she said.
âAutumnâs in the air. Itâll be too cool to sit outside soon.â
âWhat is winter like in these mountains?â
âIt can be harsh. Most years thereâs deep snow for several months.â
âI like the snow.â
Clay wished he could see her face and not just a shadowy form. He was certain she smiled. âI like it too. Except when itâs piled up to the roofline and I canât get out for days at a time. Then I start to feel boxed in.â He shuddered at the thought. Close spaces had troubled him since heâd been locked in a closet as a boy. He shook his head to free himself of the bad memory.
âDo you know what Merry said to me before I came outside?â
âWhat?â
âThat God knew about the changes to the letters and brought us here anyway, so it must be what He wanted.â
Now that was a different way to look at their current situation. Heâd been so busy being angry with the turn of events in the past twenty-four hours, he hadnât considered there might be a divine hand guiding them.
Was it true?
He rubbed the back of his neck, unsure what to say. Unsure what he felt or believed.
âMr. Birch?â
âYes.â
âIâm very grateful for the compromise you have made. Offering employment, I mean, when you werenât obligated to help us in any way. I will do everything in my power not to disappoint you.â
âI believe you . . .â Luvena .
The desire to take her in his arms, to draw her close, to kiss those generous lips, enveloped him like a fire. If not for those kidsâ
He stood before he could give in to temptation. âIâm going to turn in. Good night, Miss Abbott.â
âGood night.â
He was almost to the back door of the theater before he thought he heard something more. Before he thought he heard her say, âClay.â
Chapter Seven
Clay went alone on Saturday morning to meet with Reverend Adair. Why subject Luvena to any embarrassment that might result from discussing their situation with the pastor? Besides, if they werenât to marry, they had no need to speak to the minister as a couple.
âWell,â the reverend said when Clay had explained about the altered letters and Luvenaâs nieces and nephew, âthis is an odd turn of events, is it not?â
âIt is.â
âAnd youâre certain the children make the union between you and Miss Abbott impossible?â
âI am.â
âI ask because my son-in-lawâs nephew, Todd, was nine when he came to live in Grand Coeur, and heâs turned into rather a fine young man, despite his surroundings these past six years. Wouldnât you agree?â
âThatâs quite a different situation.â
âIs it?â The reverend steepled his fingertips and touched them to his lips.
âYes. For one thing, Matthewâs job with Wells, Fargo was settled and secure from the start. He wasnât embarking on a new venture that could well end in financial ruin. He could support his wife and nephew, and he had the time to dedicate himself to raising the boy well.â
âYes, that is all true.â
Clay leaned forward in his chair. âReverend Adair, this isnât Miss Abbottâs fault, but neither is it mine. I was up front about not wanting a woman with children for a wife. My new opera house is no place for young kids and, like it or not, neither is this town. And Iâm sure not the right man to become a father to them. I wouldnât be good at it. Iâm too much likeââ He broke off abruptly.
Reverend Adairâs gaze was penetrating, and Clay began to fear