I put aside making paintings after I was no longer required to make them to earn my degree? Itâs true that my job involves lots of creation, but my own work, what was once my serious work, is not what I do with my students.
My serious work.
With a sigh I put the tube of paint back in its place on the shelf.
The truth is that Simon is far more talented than I am. And Simon needs tending; his spirit needs succor; his inspiration needs to be protected. With my work ethic and his gift, weâd make the perfect successful artist, if by successful one meant an artist who creates and shows regularly.
We certainly hadnât made the perfect husband and wife.
I turned to leave the aisle and stepped right into a person.
âOh, Iâm sorry!â I cried. It was a young man, maybe in his early twenties, wearing a T-shirt that said LIFE IS GOOD.
The young man smiled. âNo, please, it was my fault.â
âNo, I wasnât paying attention.â
âWell, neither was I. So, we are both at fault, okay?â
âOkay,â I said.
I expected the young man to move on but he didnât; he stood there and smiled at me again. âWhat are you buying?â he asked.
âOh. Well, nothing.â I gestured to the shelves of oil paints. âI was just looking at a tube of cobalt violet.â
âItâs a beautiful color. It conveys passion.â
âYes,â I agreed, âit does. But itâs so expensive and I donât really have any immediate plans to paint so . . .â
The young man lightly, briefly touched my arm. âI think you should buy it anyway,â he said, âeven if you do not use it right now. If it is in your home, your studio, maybe it will inspire you to work. I am Alfonse, by the way.â
AlfonseâIâd detected an accentâheld out his hand and we shook.
âIâm Grace. Nice to meet you.â
Alfonse smiled again and I found myself engaged in a lively conversation about painting in general and a current show at the Fogg Art Museum in particular.
Maybe it was the smile, maybe his generally warm manner and good conversational skills, maybe it was thoughts of a long and lonely summer. For whatever reason, I bought the tube of cobalt violet and a few new brushes.
Alfonse accompanied me to the cashier and then outside onto the sidewalk.
âWell,â I said, âgood-bye.â
But Alfonse had another idea. âWould you come with me for a coffee?â he asked.
Of course I wonât come with you for a coffee, I thought. I donât know you and . . . What will people think?
What people, Grace? A voice from inside me posed this question. Iâd never heard the voice before. What people, indeed? So what if someone thought this boy was myânephew? Simon dated women barely out of their teens and no one batted an eyelash.
Why couldnât I do the same? This boyâyoung manâwas adorable and sexy and he looked at me with such intensity, but not the creepy kind, the kind that makes you go weak in the knees. It had been a very long time since a man had made me go weak in the knees.
âSure,â I said. âOkay.â
Alfonse smiled that lovely smile. He offered to carry my package and I let him. He walked on the outside of the sidewalk, protecting me from any cars that might leap the curb. He had been trained well. I wondered how old his mother was. And then I pushed that thought away.
We found a little café, somewhat dingy, just down the block. There I learned that Alfonse had been born in Frankfurt, Germany, and that heâd been in Boston for a year, working as a graphic designer at a small firm owned by an American exchange student heâd met back in college.
âSo,â I asked, âdo you like it here in Boston?â
Alfonse nodded. âYes. I have work and there is much to do here for fun. But I miss my home. I am close to my sister and her children.â
We talked
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