that we have to believe, even if we canât explain it. And I knew for sure that if I met her here, she would definitely believe me when I told her who I was, and when she did, everything was going to be a hundred percent grand.
That night Kevin showed me around my bedroom, which took about two and a half seconds, seeing as all there was in it was a bed and a chair. He picked up a limp pillow and started gently wrestling with it. He said he hoped Iâd be comfortable. The chances of that looked quite slim, but still I said thanks.
I told him it had been a very confusing day. He said heâd be in the next room if I needed him but that I should try to get some sleep and maybe things would make more sensein the morning. I said nothing was probably going to make sense ever again in my whole life.
He asked me if Iâd had any upsetting experiences recently, and I said, âI guess thatâs what you could call them.â
He said, âI think that as soon as you have any distressing or strange thoughts, itâs always the best thing to put them right out of your head.â
He asked me to remind him what my name was again, and I said it was Cosmo. And he said, âNo, honestly, whatâs your real name?â and I said seriously, that really was it. He said, âAll right, then. Good night. See you in the morning.â
Even though I was dog-tired, it was pretty hard to fall asleep. I donât reckon anyone would be able to go to sleep that easily after a) theyâd just found out they were a time traveler whoâd b) met their granddad when he was young, and c) were then trying to sleep on an extremely uncomfortable mattress in a very cold room.
There was a crack under the door, and I could hear Kevin still loitering outside, whistling, soft and low. And there was a whooshing noise that was possibly his feet dragging along the flagstones. I heard these clickety footsteps too, coming quite fast, closer and closer. They stopped, and a womanâs crackly voice said, âKevin! Goodness but this is a very late hour of the night for you to be up.â And he said, âI know. Iâve been waiting to talk to you.â And then he said, âThereâs something I need to tell you about.â And Crackly said,âWhat could you need to be telling me that couldnât wait till the morning?â and Kevin explained all about how heâd found this strange boy on the grounds and now the strange boy was asleep in the spare servantâs room.
There was a pause, and I held my breath because it was a bit hard to hear everything.
âAnd how in the name of God did he get onto the grounds?â
âHe had a key. A key to the south gates.â
âHoly Saint Joseph, well, thatâs certainly a surprise,â said Crackly. âI didnât think there was a single soul who had a key to those gates anymore.â
âNeither did I,â said Kevin. âAnd you see, the thing is that the fellow seems a bit unhinged. He had a daft story. Didnât seem to want to leave once heâd met me. Was in what you might call a bit of a state. I thought the best thing was to get him to calm down and put him to bed.â
âOh dear. Didnât you know that every stray boy you meet these days is madder than a brush? Gracious me, but will you ever learn? And you know youâre not supposed to linger around those south gates. You know how upset everyone gets. What do you think Lord Corporamore would say? And why didnât you tell me?â she said.
âIâm telling you now, arenât I?â he replied.
The crackly voice laughed and said, âYes, well, I suppose thereâs no arguing with that.â
He went on a bit more about me then, all about how Ilooked like I could do with a chance to âsteadyâ myself, and that maybe this was my place of temporary refuge. But he didnât say a single thing about me helping him to bring my