his right hand. His left hand, curled into a tight fist, rested on his thigh. Her gaze moved over his broad back and shoulders. He was as well muscled as the big horse he rode. Her gaze lingered on the blue-black highlights in his hair, was drawn again and again to the mask that covered his face. What was he hiding beneath that bit of black silk?
Trevayne was acutely aware of her veiled glances in his direction. He understood her curiosity. What he didnât understand was why she wanted to ride with him. He had given her no reason to desire his company.
The silence stretched between them, thrumming like a tuning fork. Kristine glanced at his gloved hands, remembering how they felt moving over her body, wondering again if his left hand was deformed in some way. He shifted in the saddle and she watched the play of muscles beneath his coat, felt her mouth go dry as he turned to face her.
Desperate to break the taut silence between them, she cast about for some safe topic of conversation. âAll this land,â she said, making a sweeping gesture with one hand. âIs it yours?â
He nodded curtly. âAnd yours, too, madam.â
She felt a rush of heat climb up her neck and into her cheeks as he reminded her, in his rough, gravel-like voice, that she was also his. She wondered if he had been injured somehow, if that was what caused his voice to be so harsh.
âWhere does your . . . our . . . land end?â
âAt the stream, just beyond that rise. The property across the water belongs to Lord Farthingale.â
Kristine nodded, though she had no idea who Lord Farthingale might be.
She looked at Erik, her gaze again drawn to the mask. She saw his eyes narrow, his muscles tense, as he endured her scrutiny.
Muttering an oath, he reined the stallion to a halt.
Unwilling to pass the stallion, Misty planted her feet. With a startled cry, Kristine grabbed at the saddle to keep from flying over the mareâs neck.
âWhy did you come after me?â Erik rasped.
âMy lord?â
âAnswer me, damn you. Why were you following me?â
She flinched at the bitterness in his voice, the quiet rage in his eyes.
âAnswer me!â
âBecause I . . . I thought that we should spend some time together.â
âDid you?â
His voice, that low, gruff voice, struck her like shards of glass. She nodded, her hands clenching and unclenching on the reins.
âDid it not occur to you that I might wish to be alone?â
âDo you?â
Two words. Small words. Simple words. They drew the anger from him as effectively as a poultice drew poison from a wound. Of course he didnât want to be alone. He wanted his old life back. He wanted to be able to go riding along the public roads again, to while away the hours gambling with his former cronies, to dine with old friends, to dance with a pretty woman who would smile at him instead of turning away in horror. Alone? He was utterly weary of being alone, of life.
She was watching him, silent, curious, perhaps even afraid. Well, she should be afraid. Soon he would be more monster than man. He stared into her eyes, those luminous emerald-green eyes that haunted his sleep, and wished he could sweep her into his arms and bury himself in her warmth, here, now, with the sun shining upon them like a benediction. Wished he could strip away his mask and clothing and feel the honeyed warmth of her silken skin against his. . ..
Bitterness rose up within him anew as he considered all that was forever denied him, and with it an overpowering sense of despair.
âGo back to the house, Kristine,â he said wearily.
âMy lord?â
âDo as I say.â
She lacked the courage to argue with him. He watched her tug on Mistyâs reins. The mare did not want to leave the company of the stallion, but Kristine finally managed to turn the horse around. His wife sent one last glance in his direction, her eyes filled with hurt and