Becoming My Mother's Lover by Laura Lovecraft Read Free Book Online Page A

hope you and Cynthia will still come here during the summer.”
    “Maybe.” I shrugged, “It might be hard you know after…” I trailed off.
    “Jason, these will be the best memories you’ll have. This will never be a bad place, but a great one, no?” he smiled at me. “And the two of you will be making all new memories soon enough.”
    “Dad, about that.”
    “I know, it’s a lot Jason, that’s why you’re trying to run yourself into a coma.” He pointed at the hood of the car. “Pretty soon you’ll have this to drive around.”
    “Rather have you around.” I said quietly.
    “Don’t get that choice kid.” He said, “But hey, you’ll have something cool to remember me by.”
    “This won’t be what I remember you for.” I told him, feeling the emotions starting again.
    “No, you’ll have a much better ride to thank me for.” He gave me a wink, then seeing the stricken look on my face, shook his head, “Okay, I’m sorry I won’t joke about that.”
    “Dad, don’t make us do this.”
    “I’m not making Cynthia and from what she said, you won’t exactly be suffering when things get going.”
    “I…” I put my head down, unsure of what to say. My entire life dad was who I discussed everything with, now here I was with this weighing on me and he was behind it.
    “You okay?” he asked.
    “Dad I…I jerked off to mom last night.” I blurted out.
    He stared at me quietly for a moment, then nodded, “Then things are going fine.”
    “No, they’re not!” I snapped, “I felt like an asshole afterwards and feel even worse now! I won’t do this.”
    “The spirits willing, but the flesh Jason, is very weak.” Dad said putting his arm around me. “Cynthia is more than you can resist so don’t try.” He shrugged, “Or try if a fight makes you feel better.”
    “Nothing will make this better.”
    “Not true. When the two of you are together you’ll see, it will be better than anything you can imagine.” I didn’t answer and he sighed, “I know it’s not easy to flip the switch Jason, I know I’m asking something that sounds like a story on some cheesy erotica site.”
    “We need to come up with something else with Mom.” I started.
    “No, this is the perfect solution. The two people dearest to me will take care of each other for the rest of their lives. I have to say, Cynthia is very excited about this, she is very focused on being with you Jason, I don’t usually see her like that.”
    “Figures.” I rolled my eyes. “This is where she would stand her ground.”
    Dad burst out laughing and I breathed a sigh of relief when it didn’t turn to coughing.
    “That’s a good one. Anyway Jason, speaking of Cynthia, she’s going to spend the night with you tonight.”
    “What?”
    “Tonight Cynthia is going to spend the night in your room,” I started to protest, but he put his hand up, “She is going to sleep in your bed, if nothing happens, nothing happens, but she will spend the night with you.”
    “Dad, this is….”
    “Not a discussion!” Dad snapped, taking me off guard. “Think this is easy for me? Think I like giving my wife away?”
    “You don’t have to dad!” I told him, in his anger I saw a glimmer of hope, “We don’t have to do this, I don’t…”
    “Yes I do, don’t you understand that?” He demanded, “Cynthia will lose it with me gone! She needs a man to be strong for her and she’s afraid of them because of that animal! You’re the only one who can take care of the love of my life and you’ll do it.”
    He paused and closed his eyes, his breathing was becoming ragged and he leaned on the car.
    “Dad, are you…”
    “Fine, I’m fine.” He said quietly, “This is a…unique situation Jason, meaning none of us have been here before and it’s not easy, but we’ll all be the better for it.” He looked away as he spoke.
    “Once you and Cynthia are together, she’ll still spend most of her time with me, but some nights with you as