Before the Feast by Sasa Stanisic Read Free Book Online Page B

journalist round her house. Canvases all over the place. Fürstenfelde everywhere. Small pictures, large pictures, serious, gray, brown, empty, post-war, festive, collective, rebuilding, new buildings, in the past, back at a certain time, a few years ago, today, at every season of the year. Since 1945 Frau Kranz has been painting exclusively Fürstenfelde and its surroundings.
    â€œ Paysage intime ,” the journalist remembers. He spent a year studying the history of art in Greifswald, before he abandoned the course for being “too theoretical.” He sips his elderberry juice and makes a face. “Wow. Is it homemade?”
    â€œIt’s elderberry juice.”
    â€œSo you are originally a Danube Swabian.”
    â€œI know.”
    â€œOr to be precise, a Yugoslavian German.”
    â€œWhat are you getting at?”
    â€œCan we talk a little about that?”
    â€œAbout the accident of birth?”
    â€œWe could talk about the Banat area. I’ve seen photos of it. Flat, rural, like the Uckermark. Did the similarity of the landscape help you to get used to living here?”
    â€œNo.” Frau Kranz makes very sweet elderberry juice.
    â€œRight, and thinking back now do you sometimes feel homesick?”
    Without a word, Frau Kranz leads the journalist into her bedroom, where a huge painting of nothing but rapeseed in flower shines all over one of the walls. The journalist, forgetting his question and also forgetting himself, delivers his verdict: “Like yellow rubber gloves for cleaning the loo, only prettier, of course.”
    At last something on which he and Frau Kranz can agree. She pours him more elderberry juice; he puts his hand over his glass just too late.
    We’re worried now. Frau Kranz walks down to the lake with a firm tread. We’re not happy about the evening dress she is wearing under her cape tonight. It doesn’t suit the night, it doesn’t suit her work, although it suits Frau Kranz herself very well indeed.
    Last time she wore that dress was in 1977 in Schwerin, when she was given a certificate for artistic services to the Schwerin area in the category of painting, sub-category “The land and its people.” Frau Kranz went up on the platform, but she didn’t make a speech, she sang a song in bad Croatian. It was called “ Polijma i traktorima ” (In praise of fields and tractors), and one thing soon became clear: Frau Kranz does not sing well, but she does sing at the top of her voice, and what with that and the loudspeakers being turned up, and what with her ignoring the planned program of events, and a few men made more and more aggressive by the crude Croatianlanguage and wanting to escort Frau Kranz off the stage after seven or eight verses when it looked as if the song was going on for ever, but some other men didn’t like their attitude and tried to protect Frau Kranz—well, what with all of that, there was a scuffle as background to the music that sounded like the roar of a rutting stag, and thinking it all over you can hardly imagine what a crazily wonderful evening that was for Frau Kranz in Schwerin in 1977. The certificate is hanging in her kitchen, rather yellow now from all the steam.
    Why has Frau Kranz dressed up like that tonight, when she usually goes painting in the Fürstenfelde Football First Eleven tracksuit? On arriving at the ferry boathouse, she unloads her stuff and stands at the water’s edge. The ash trees breathe in her perfume. They know the smell of her. Frau Kranz unscrews her thermos flask, raises it to the boathouse, drinks and closes her eyes.
    IMBODEN WANTED TO TELL A STORY OF THE OLD days, but the garage interrupted him and only then took the piss a bit. Nothing can be taken seriously at the garage unless someone answers back. Things are serious enough at home and at work. So there was some teasing, which is only right, and Imboden let it all wash over him, which is only right too,