above the hip bones. Holding the pose, he turned a quarter to the left, checking the stomach.
â A quarter turn to the left, guys ,â the loudspeaker had blared. â Give us a profile, how about it ?â
In the voiceâthe sergeantâs voice, amplifiedâheâd heard it all: the boredom, the hate, the total indifference, the cheerful, impersonal cruelty, and, always, the casual contempt. Because at that time, in that place, they were two different kinds of people, the officer and the inmates. Nine to five, the sergeant knew he was going home that night. Whoever waited for him, whatever waited, the sergeant would be going home to somethingâanything.
But in his cell that same night, Willis Dodge had felt the loneliness close in on him, a vise, clamped across his chest, a fist, squeezing him dry.
Heâd cried, that night. Heâd been seventeen, as tough as they come, heâd thought. But heâd cried. Heâd thought about his mother, and heâd cried. And his father, tooâthe father heâd never seenâheâd thought about him, too, the man without a face.
He let his muscles relax, took a white terry-cloth robe from an ornate golden hook, slipped into the robe, cinched in the belt at the waist, lifted the collar snug around his neck. The robe smelled laundry-fresh. It was a smell he needed, one more proof that, yes, heâd gotten it all. In eleven years, dating from that same night in his cell, that first time heâd ever been arrested, beginning probably with those hot, desperate tears of loneliness, of utter terror, heâd never looked back. He was twenty-eight now, with money in the bank, clothes in the closet, a BMW in the garageâand a white woman in his bed, whenever he felt like making the call.
Willis Dodgeâ¦
Black, beautiful Willis Dodgeâ¦
Black, beautiful, rich Willis Dodge.
Once a month, at least, he visited the old neighborhood, never at night, because of the BMW, always in the daytime, so he could see the car through his motherâs front window. He alwaysâ
From the living room, he heard the telephone warbling. As he walked down the hallway, he checked the time: a little after eight. In a half hour, Diane would be there.
Leaving the living room in darkness so he could see the cityâs sparkling skyscape, he lifted the phone from its cradle.
âIs this Mr. Fisher?â
Fisher. Meaning that âMr. Carterâ was calling.
âYes, this is Mr. Fisher.â
âWell, weâveââ A small, nervous pause. Good. Nervousness meant more money, more profit. Always.
âWeâve found him for you,â the voice said. âHeâs inâahâCalifornia. Northern California, a town called Santa Rosa. Thatâs about fifty miles north of San Francisco.â
âGood. Thatâs good. I can take care of it right away. How dâyou want to arrange it?â
âYou wantâahâhalf now, up front. Is that right? Cash?â
Willis Dodge nodded. âYes. Just right.â
âWell, what about if weâahâif I send someone up to San Franciscoâthe San Francisco airport. Iâll give him the money, and all the information, in a sealed envelope. You could meet there, at the airport. Then you could rent a car, drive up to Santa Rosa.â
âThatâs fine,â Dodge said. âThe airport, thatâs fine. But I want you to come, Mr. Carter. Just you.â He spoke softly, distinctly. âI donât deal with flunkies. I already told you that, the last time we talked.â
âOh. Wellââ A cough. âWell, yes. Iâahâyes, thatâll beââ Another cough. âThatâll be fine.â
âAre you calling from a pay phone?â
âYes, I am.â
âOkay. Iâll make a reservation, and call you back in a few minutes. I think I can get out tonight. Itâs only six oâclock, your time.