walked through the front gates to the street. Ghosts and ghostkeepers alike watched as we strode through the ancient lane, back to civilization. Word mustâve gotten out about the attack; they scowled and whispered as we passed.
âThey think itâs my fault,â I said to Bennett.
âIgnore them,â he said. âThey donât know anything about you.â
We took a cab to the hotel, and I fell asleep on the way, my face pressed against the sticky black vinyl. Mustâve been the aftermath of all that energy Iâd exploded into Rachel. Or just the emotional exhaustion of the day.
I blinked blearily when Bennett gently woke me and escorted me into the lobby of an intimate and chic hotel that my mother wouldâve loved. I suddenly yearned for her. Sheâd never been the comforting sort, but she was at least good for a cuddle when things got this low.
Which was more than I could say for Bennettâwe couldnât even hug. Still, when he sat me in a chair while he checked in, I couldnât help wondering if heâd reserved one room or two. And though I knew we shouldnât touch, when he came back with two keycards, my heart sank.
We found my room first, and Bennett waited at the door.
âWill you come in?â I asked. âI donât want to be alone.â
âOnly for a minute,â he said as we went inside. âYou need to sleep.â
I nodded, relieved that he wasnât deserting me. âDo you mind if I jump in the shower? I need to get out of these clothes and ⦠scrub the wraiths off my skin.â
âYeah, I know what you mean. Go ahead.â
The bathroom was large, considering the size of the room, with elegant fittings and warm beige tile. There were fluffy white towels and lush bath products, and the whole place felt about a thousand miles from the Knell.
After the shower, I slipped into the gray silk robe Iâd packed and applied a little lip glossâand heard the door to the room close. Had Bennett grown tired of waiting for me? I poked my head out and found him sitting on the chair in a fresh navy T-shirt and jeans, his own hair wet.
âI showered, too,â he said. âMy roomâs the next one over. I tried to be quick.â
I crossed the floor and stood in front of him. âThe first time we met, did you know who I was?â
âYou were Maxâs little sister.â He glanced away. âDonât you have pajamas? Something high-necked and flannel?â
âYou know what I mean, Bennett. Did you recognize me? Know that I looked like Thatcherâs Emma and the one in the tapestry?â
âWhen I met you, you looked like a geeky little girl in braces.â
âI didnât wear braces!â
âNo, but you looked like you did.â
I narrowed my eyes. âYouâre trying to change the subject.â
He took a steadying breath. âYes, I recognized you. The lady in the tapestry is legendary, Emma. And you not only share her ancestry, but her name.â
I didnât want to ask my next question, but I had to know. âDid the Knell tell you to pretend to be in love with me, so Iâd do what they wanted? Is this all a lie?â
âNo.â He took my hands. âEmma, ever since I met you, I knew I shouldnât care for you. But I didâeven then. I couldnât help how I felt. The last thing the Knell wants is for us to be in love. They think Iâve betrayed them. But Iâm sorry, there are powers stronger than ghostkeeping.â
I felt my heart loosen as I stared at our interlocked hands. âI just want to touch you.â
âMe, too,â he said, his voice rough.
I was suddenly aware of my nakedness under my robe. âCouldnât we ⦠just once?â
He brought my hands to his lips. âYou donât know what youâre asking.â
âI want to be with you. I want to be who we really are, a girl and a boy who