would. In another two years you will be a very beautiful woman.â
She laughed, and poked his arm, just like a kid would, she thought, and wanted to curse herself out, but it was funny, this ridiculous sweet flattery of his.
âI was a dog two years ago,â she said a shade too loud because she was disconcerted. âIâm just not so gross now.â
âNonsense,â he said, and hugged her to him again, kissing her cheek. âA pity that you had to grow up. But here you are, nearly as tall as I am.â
She resisted the urge to hunch forward.
âNo, no, Iâm not criticizing, cara. It pleases me. All little girls have to grow up. I like your height. With your sister I have to bend over, and I get a crick in my neck. Yes, a tall girl is very pleasing.â
âWhere is Sydney?â
The prince looked away. He shrugged. âShe isnât here.â
Lindsay felt the bottom drop out of her stomach. Now sheâd have to leave. It wasnât fair. After all this timeâit wasnât fair. He wouldnât want her here without Sydney. She wanted to cry. She wanted to kill her selfish sister. Damn her for doing this.
âShe left for London this morning,â the prince said after a tense moment.
âBut why didnât she want to see me? She knew I would be here this afternoon. Why?â
âIâm sorry, Lindsay. She did want to see you. But she also wanted to get away from me more. Donât take it personally. I will be honest with you. Sydney doesnât much like me anymore, and thatâswhat makes her do hurtful things like this. You probably heard from your father that she is now working again. In a career! I am rich; I can take care of her, buy her everything she wants, but she claims she wants to be independent of me. I begged her not to, I pleaded with her to remain at the villa, to be my hostess, to become friendly with all the longtime associates of my family, to become pregnant again, but she refused. Ah, sweet Lindsay, I shouldnât speak of these things. Please forget them. Believe me, I swear Sydney didnât leave here because of you.â
He saw the blatant worship in her incredible eyes, the anger all funneled toward her sister, and he smiled wearily. âYouâre a good girl, Lindsay. Come, letâs put your luggage in your room and then you and I can go exploring. This is Paris and thereâs so much for me to show you. Thereâs no reason to cut your visit short, is there?â
She looked at him and smiled as she nodded happily.
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Lindsay tried not to think about what heâd said. Sydney didnât like him now? Why, for Godâs sake? Did that mean they were getting a divorce? Her mind boggled at that thought. If so, then he would be free. That brought her up short. Jesus, she was only eighteen years old. The prince was thirty-one or two. He wouldnât marry her. It was stupid. She was a kid to him, nothing more. She was his young sister-in-law, nothing more. She was nothing at all.
But if he and Sydney did divorce, then would she never see him again? The thought brought tears to her eyes.
âWhatâs the matter, cara ? What is this, tears?You donât like the escargots? Come, tell me whatâs wrong.â
What could she say? Lindsay stared dumbly at him across the small table outside Les Deux Magots. The French were loud, she thought, as othersâ conversations assaulted her ears. So many people, and they were all out on this beautiful mild April evening. Heâd called her darling in Italian.
âHere, have some more wine.â She didnât want any more. Sheâd rarely drunk wine in her life, and it was making her feel dizzy. She was afraid sheâd throw up. She handed him her glass that was still half-full. He grinned and filled it to the rim.
âDrink it up, Lindsay.â
She did, knowing that it pleased him. She wanted to see him smile, to forget, even for a few
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