company?
âânot having to listen to those two idiots alone.â
âNot exactly the answer you were hoping for,â Mimi says.
âHush!â I say aloud, hissing, and then clap a hand over my mouth when I realize my mistake. Vienne draws away. Damn. âSorry, I didnât mean you! I was justâ¦just thinking out loud.â
âIâll go.â She pushes back her chair and starts to rise.
âNo!â I snag her by the wrist. âI mean, um, sorry I offended you. Didnât mean to. Itâs not that I wouldnât like toââ Youâre blowing it, Durango. âItâs just that.â Stop! âThink Iâll stay here and enjoy the sunshine.â
The sky overhead is blanketed with clouds. No sun in sight. âSunshine. Got it. Listen, if you want to be alone, just say so.â She tugs on her arm, and I realize that Iâm still holding onto her, my fingers pressed against her wrist. Then I notice that I can feel her pulse, and itâs beating fast.
âOne hundred and two beats per minute,â Mimi says. âVienneâs baseline resting heart rate is forty-nine beats per minute.â
âHush.â This time, I donât say it aloud, but I do have sense enough to let go of her wrist. âVienne, itâs not that. Iââ
âYou donât have to lie to me, chief.â
âIâm notââ
âIâm not stupid. I know what youâre doing.â She slaps thecoin on the table. âHow much longer are you going to starve yourself? Youâve not eaten a full meal in weeks.â
âUntil Iâm not hungry?â Whew, that was close. Relieved, I sigh loudly and rub my temple, which is sore. Since the AI implant surgery, itâs always sore.
âHave it your way,â Vienne says with a hint of frustration. âBut being chief doesnât mean youâve got to do everything yourself.â
Not knowing how to answer that, I watch in silence as she climbs the stairs and enters Aresâs pub. I spin the coin again. What was I thinking, grabbing Vienne that way? Youâre such an idiot, I tell myself, and when Mimi doesnât pipe in, I can tell she agrees.
I drag my chair over to the side of the building and lean back. Pull the cowling over my head and pretend to nap. Itâs only a couple hours since dawn, but itâs been a long day already. That happens when your day starts off on a space elevator. A jump from atmosphere to surface. I still canât believe I screwed up the courage to do it.
âMe, either,â Mimi says.
For once I ignore her. Iâm too tired and too unsettled to bother arguing.
Iâm still visualizing the tube drop when I drift off to sleep, where like always, the nightmares are waiting for me. Images of wounded troopers, disfigured bodies, my own soldiers at my feet, dying.
âRegulator,â a young voice calls from outside the dream.
I awake panicked, my hands pawing the searing pain on my face. My skull is melting away, Iâm sure of it, and I catch the indelible stench of digestive enzymes.
âExcuse me, Regulator,â the young voice says again, and someone pushes my chair.
âWhat in the fâ,â I say, standing up with a raised fist. Then I notice a familiar aristocratic face staring up at me.
âJean-Paul Bramimonde.â The boy reaches up, offering his hand. âI have a business proposition.â
Like his sister, he cleans up well. The young jack looks entirely different in a plain gray jumpsuit. His hair is coiffed, too, slicked close to the scalp, and heâs had a manicure. âWhatâre you doing in the core city, kid? Looking to get snatched again? Because there are a hundred cutthroats whoâd gladly do it.â
My warning doesnât even faze him. âI am here to hire you.â He opens a small purse full of coin. More than his mother paid me. âI want to train to be a
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