They didnât show up at the door and knock politely. She wiped her hands and opened the front door.
Jon Garrisonâs wide shoulders filled the doorway. He wore a crooked grin, again causing the weak-kneed reaction. âHello, Ms. Thompson.â
Oh, no, she couldnât react to his mere presence in such a way, especially because he had to be here for a home visit. The house was a messâCalebâs things thrown about as sheâd refused to play maid and pick up after him, Sundayâs newspaper scattered across the coffee table, the coupons sheâd cut lying on the end table. She swallowed. âHello, Mr. Garrison.â
âI think weâre beyond the formality. Please, call me Jon.â
She couldnât just leave him standing on the porch. Pulling open the door, she waved him inside. âThen call me Sadie.â
His gaze darted around the room. What could he be thinking? She glanced into the living room, trying to see it through his eyes. Secondhand furniture. Scuffed and scratched floors. Threadbare rugs. Cheap curtains.
Her back stiffened. Why should she care what he thought? She did the best she could. She didnât owe him any explanations.
The aroma of fried shrimp filled the air.
âHang on. I was fixing supper when you knocked.â Sadie rushed to the kitchen, grabbed the slotted spoon and turned the shrimp in the hot grease.
âSmells good.â
She jumped and glanced over her shoulder. Jon had followed her into the kitchen. What would he think of her feeding Caleb shrimp poâboys for supper? Was that considered a good meal for a teen?
Hating that she second-guessed herself and feeling like she was constantly under scrutiny, she opened the fridge and pulled out the makings for a salad.
Jon leaned against the counter, making her nervous with his stare logging her every move. âHow is Caleb adjusting to summer school?â
If only she had an answer. âFine.â At least, thatâs how she chose to interpret her brotherâs replying grunts to her questions.
âGood. The counselor said he attended all his classes today, so thatâs a good start.â
Her hands froze over the iceberg lettuce. âYou talked to his counselor?â
Jon nodded. âAlways check up on my charges after their first day or so. Itâs a good indication if they actually make it to all their classes.â
âHmm.â She popped the core from the head and set the lettuce in the colander. âI think Caleb will do just fine. Heâs a smart kid, yes?â From what she remembered, anyway. And she prayed he would do well.
âHowâre you two getting along?â
She couldnât lieâas soon as Caleb walked into the room, Jon would know their relationship was strained. âWeâre in an adjustment period.â
Jon laughed. âThatâs an interesting way to answer the question.â
His laughter did the strangest things to herâmade her remember the feelings from her past. No, she was changed.Attraction was one thing, as long as she didnât let it lead her to morally suspect behaviour. And while Jon might make her feel things sheâd thought forgotten, he wasnât exactly relationship material. How could he be? He had the power of her brotherâs immediate future. Not a good basis for a romance. Besides, she didnât even know if he was a Christian!
Spooning the shrimp out and plopping them onto a paper towelâdraped plate, she shrugged. âI didnât expect us to be best buddies right off the bat.â That wasnât exactly true. She had hoped theyâd form a bond quickly. Reality just didnât work out that way.
âGood. At least youâre keeping realistic expectations.â His stare burned her back. âCan I help you with anything?â
She moved the grease pan to the back burner. âNo, thank you. Iâve got it under control.â As soon as she said the