moving into counterintelligence or even high-tech private security. But now that the Mustangs were being taken from him rather than him leaving the Mustangs, he was devastated.
The Mustangs had been his team from the time he was a small child in Wyoming. Heâd grown up wearing orange and blue pjâs and T-shirts and undies and jerseys and ball caps. Heâd drunk his hot chocolate from a Mustangs mug and celebrated his birthdays with Mustangs cakes. Heâd painted his body, colored his hair, and even considered getting a homemade tattoo with a few of his high school buddies until a friendâs dad had told them a tattoo horror story that had scared some sense into them.
Now he was going to play for the Washington Warriors. The Warriors? Really? Theyâre not a rival. Theyâre not a contender. The Warriors just kind of fall into that âwho-gives-a-ripâ category of PFL franchises. Theyâre paragons of mediocrity.
Riley struggled with feelings of loss and betrayal as he packed his day bag and left the locker room for his car. They may think they hold all the cards and can play them however they want. However, I still hold one big ace in the hole. Thereâs nothing that says I have to be anywhere but in my living room when the next season starts. And the farther Riley walked away from that locker room, the farther it felt like he was walking away from his football career.
Tuesday, July 21, 5:45 p.m. AKDT
Kiirauraq Bay, Alaska
âLook out for the rope, Pach!â Skeeter yelled. âYou got that one there? Thereâs another one. What about the boulder at twelve oâclock? You see that?â
âWhy, Mr. Dawkins, Iâve never heard you talk so much,â Riley laughed as he watched Skeeter clutching the v-bar with a death grip. Riley sat directly behind Skeeter in the tandem aircraft, manipulating the controls.
This was something Riley had looked forward to for a long time. That last day of minicamp had been toughâphysically and emotionally. And the emotional struggles went far beyond just the final meeting with Coach Burton.
Every time he stepped onto that practice field he had been reminded of his former best friend, Sal Ricci, who had turned out to be his worst enemy. He was reminded of Khadiâs bloody body and Salâs blown-out skull. He was reminded of Jim Hicks and Billy Murphy and Chris Johnson and Jay Kruseâall members of his band of brothers, all dead in this past year.
But mostly he remembered his dad. All the afternoons playing catch, all the hours spent coaching his teams, all the love and support and encouragementâall now gone.
And now my team has been taken away from me too. I still . . . I just donât understand! Burton said he had nothing to do with it, and that might be true. But Salley? What was he thinking? More than once, Riley had mollified himself with the thought that this could very well be the stupidest move since the Twin Cities Norsemen had notoriously bankrupted their future by sending three number-one draft picks, three number-two draft picks, a couple of lower picks, and five players to the Texas Outlaws for Henry Walters and a smattering of lower-round picks. Sure, Walters was a great player, but come on!
Stop thinking about football, you idiot! Take a look at the beauty around you! Live in the here and now!
Alaska was an outlet for himâa way to relax, unwind, and at least for a time, forget. When he was flying this little plane, his mind cleared, and he felt truly peaceful.
Skeeter, on the other hand, looked like he was feeling an emotion as close to terror as Riley had ever seen him express. Riley couldnât help laughing. That this very large, very dangerous man who had been involved in countless military special operations was acting so much like a scared little girl was something Riley would not soon let him forget.
Over the past months, Skeeter Dawkins had become more than just
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