Gingrichesâ answering machine for a couple of days?
âYou canât, honey.â Mom sounded very tired.
âBut what if ⦠what if she saw something, or she knows something.â¦â
Mom said sharply, âJamy, donât even go there.â
âBut what if sheâs scared?â
The kitchen phone started ringing.
âShut up,â I whispered.
Mom said, âIâll get it. Iâll pull the plug, I mean. Jamy, honey, thereâs nothing you can do for your friend. Iâm sorry. Donât think about it anymore tonight. You either, sweetie.â She looked at me. âItâs no use worrying. Just try to get some sleep.â
Yeah. Right.
I heard every noise the rest of the night, including the newspaper hitting the door at five in the morning. At which point I muttered, âDamn it to hell,â got out of bed, and headed downstairs. I made coffee, got the paper in, and started reading it to see what, exactly, people were saying about me. I still couldnât quite handle watching the news on TV but I could read the damn paper. And there I was, front page news: âFriend Implicates Gingrich Brother.â Oh, just great. Lovely. The Gingrich family had issued a statement through their lawyer saying the police investigation was a farce and calling for an attorney generalâs investigation and apprehension of the real killer. Nathan had been taken in for questioning. There was a picture of Nathan and his father and a lawyer going into the police station, but not hiding their faces under their jackets or anything. Nathan had a fresh buzz cut and he was staring straight ahead.
I didnât know my mother was behind me, reading over my shoulder, till she said, âItâs not the first time they had him in for questioning.â
I jumped. âHuh?â
Huh, hell, pay attention. Aaronâs voice in my mind. I had to close my eyes.
Mom was saying, âNathanâs the chief suspect, I think. They questioned him before.â
âThatâs stupid! He couldnât have done it.â What I meant was, not the Nathan I knew.
âIâm just telling you.â
âItâs some kind of weird coincidence. A mistake. Somebody told Aaron a lie or something.â And Iâd repeated it and made it worse, and now the police were looking the wrong way while the real murderer was still out there.
Mom said, âWe all believe what we have to, Jeremy.â Whatever that meant. I didnât ask; she didnât say. She pulled yesterdayâs newspaper off the top of the fridge, laid it in front of me, and got herself coffee.
There must have been three or four different articles about the murder in each paper. âI donât want to read all this stuff,â I said.
Mom sighed. âIt wouldnât hurt you to read for a change.â But then she sat down across from me and said, âWhen they searched the house, they found some very graphic images of violence in his room. Printed off the Internet, maybe.â
So what? Nathan had always liked horror movies, gory posters, that kind of thing. âThat doesnât meanââ
âI know, but it makes you wonder.â
âDid they find, umââ
âDrugs? No. Not a trace of drugs anywhere in the house.â
âThatâs not what I meant.â Jeez, what was it with old people and drugs? âDid they find, you know, the knifeââ
âThe murder weapon? Yes. A bayonet. Thrown into the sump hole in the basement.â
âWas it, like, a hunting knife or what?â
âThey wonât say.â
âWhereâd it come from? The house?â
âWonât say.â
âFingerprints on it?â
âThey wonât say that either.â
They wouldnât say this, they wouldnât say thatâI wished they wouldnât have said I blabbed, then. Though my name wasnât actually in the paper. But hell, there