time.
Other than a cemetery.
And neither of them thoughts was real comfortinâ, to my way of thinkinâ.
I nodded at the gunfighters that I knew personal well. They returned the unsmilinâ nod and that was the extent of our happy fellowship.
Iâll admit, I was some relieved to be out of that place and walkinâ up toward the schoolhouse.
Rusty must have read my mind. âYou got anyone in mind for additional deputies, Sheriff?â
âI donât know no one to even mull over. You got any ideas?â
âMatter of fact, I do. âMember I tole you about them two punchers I rode with, Burtell and De Graff?â
âYeah.â
âTheyâre livinâ in an old line shack north of town. Theyâre good boys, both of âem.â
âTell me why they got fired.â
âThey didnât. They quit. They didnât like what was happeninâ. Big Mike said he was gonna run âem both out of the county. That was tried a couple of times, but theyâre still here.â
âGunhands?â
âNo. Just punchers. They proâbly better than average with a short gun, but they ainât real fast. They will make their first shot count, though.â
âHell, thatâs half the fight. Some of the fastest guns I ever seen usually put their first shot in the dirt. You ride out in the morninâ, fetch them boys into town. Lemme talk to them.â
At the schoolyard, it was all lantern-lit, the lanterns hung from ropes, with fancy streamers a-danglinâ everâ which-a-way. The adults were sippinâ punch and the kids was playinâ and runninâ around and havinâ fun. The boys was pullinâ the girlsâ pigtails and the girls was pretendinâ they was all upset about it.
And it made me kinda sad. This type of gatherinâ sometimes does that to me. Here I was, twenty-eight years old, I think, give or take a year, and Iâd never had nothinâ much to speak of. Iâd been driftinâ for a good many years. Oh, Iâd seen the country, all of it west of the Big Muddy, but the feelinâ of belonginâ to someone . . . that was something Iâd never known. Donât get me wrong; I love the high lonesome. I like the smell of a wood fire and the cool mornings and the feelinâ that there ainât another human person within a hundred miles of you.
But . . . well, you canât think about that too much or too often. Tends to get a body down.
These folks now, all happy and gay, they had that feelinâ of belonginâ. And it showed. Oh, many of them didnât have all that much, cash-wise, but they had somebody.
Well, hell! You know what I mean.
And then I seen Pepper. That brightened me up real quick . . . in one way. And yet, in another, it produced a feelinâ that I never recollected havinâ before. Kind of a warm, gooey sort of feelinâ.
I shuddered like a big shaggy buffalo and walked around the yard. Rich gal like Pepper Baker wasnât gonna have nothinâ to do with a two-bit cowboy turned sheriff like me.
But she did send me that note.
There was three guys with a fiddle and guitar and squeeze box, and they cranked it up for dancinâ . That left me out in the hog-waller, âcause when it comes to fancy footwork with a female, I got two left feet. So I just stood around lookinâ like a lonesome hound dog while Pepper danced every dance. And I couldnât help but wonder how Big Mike felt about that . . . him havinâ her all staked out, at least in his mind.
Pepper took a break from her dancinâ, leavinâ a lot of disappointed men standinâ around lookinâ glum. Damned if she didnât walk straight up to me. I took off my hat when she come up.
âPut your hat back on, Sheriff. You might catch a chill out here.â
She stood lookinâ at me with them blue eyes, and that syrupy feelinâ sort of oozed over me again.