then, in their sixties, most of them back when he was that age looked like over seventy today. Those store managers took a close look at him and they said themselves: âUh-uh, no part of this guy. He comes in, he lasts three weeks, and then: âUh-oh, I hurt my back.â And he goes off to see his doctor, that he went to grade school with, and the next thing that weâre hearinâ is that heâs disabled. On our insurance plan. Which is where heâs gonna stay, the next twenny years or so. Guys like this guy donât get better. Once they get disabled the only best thing left that they can ever hope to get is the one where they get dead. And when theyâre on your insurance, that can seem like itâs taking a very long time. A hell of a goddamned long time.â So itâs: âSorry, we got nothinâ open just now. Drop by some other time.â
âBut that isnât what they mean,â Brennan said. âWhat they mean, what they meant then: that they never dared to say, and they never would today. Because then they would get sued, if they said what they meant: âNot today, old buddy, nope. Not in our lifetimes. Youâre over the hill now, Granpa. Road-kill. Dead meat. Fossil City and long gone.â Even though Dad never wouldâve done that, pretended he washurt if he wasnât really hurt. He was the type of guy that wouldnât even fake a real bad cold into a case of flu, take three or four days off and maybe catch up on his sleep. He was âway too honest. To him that was just stealing; my father didnât steal.
âBut those strangers that he talked to, that were interviewing him? Had no way of knowing that. You couldnât blame them at all. But you still couldnât blame him, either. There wasnât anything he could do. It wasnât anything heâd done. It was just something thatâd happened and then gone on and left him there, helpless, where he stood. He maybe smelled like beer those nights, like he didnât come straight home? Well, that was the reason. He knew what he was up against, and what he could do about it. Nothing. So on the way home heâd stop off at Sweeneyâs. Sweeneyâs at the bridge. Itâs gone now, years ago. Sweeneyâs ainât there any more. It got torn down. But it was there then, and he liked it. All of them old guys liked Sweeneyâs. Sweeney was an old guy himself. Shoot the shit with his old pals, my father would, all of them still pissed off, too, the stupid thing the companyâd done to them and all their friends. After all those years. In jobs they were proud of, doing work that they did well. That was the last one for them, too, for most of them at least. Last job they ever had. Dad never got another one, âtil the day he died. Tried for over fourteen years, but he died unemployed, and at least ten or a dozen of those years, he couldâve done a job. It was really sad. A man, I think a man that wants to, andâs in good health and all, I think he should be allowed to keep his job âtil he decides he wants to quit. Not âtil some young wise guy that he never even saw but who knows everything, of course, says: âEveryone this old or older is too old to work, so boot their asses out.â â
âIsnât what you mean,â DellâAppa said, âthat he died retired? Not that he was unemployed? He mustâve been well into his mid-seventies by then. They mustâve had pensions, the retirement plans and all.â
âOh, sure,â Brennan said, âthey had those. They had the pensions. Nothing like Fat City, no, but they were union men. So, yeah, they had their retirement pay, and their Social Security. It wasnât like he and Ma were destitute or anything. House was all paid off. There were six of us kids, but only four of us in school. Rest of us all were working. Still living at home, sure, we all were. Either
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