some agony. I could’ve gone straight
to Wonnie for the full story and been done with it. Instead, my mind was focused on Lorrie Beth
and the approaching end of the school year, and I hardly noticed the small stain on my cotton
panties when I visited the outhouse during morning recess. Distracted by the need for haste, I
thought I’d scratched myself on the rough toilet seat. Then I promptly forgot it.
Recess was the only time of day I was free to mingle, and I wanted to use that time to
chat with some of the girls in my section. As I slammed the outhouse door behind me, I heard
giggling nearby. A group of them were standing by the coal bin.
As I sidled up to them, Callie Stanford said, “It doesn’t surprise me at all. Rose Hughes is
no different than her slut sister, Charlotte.” Callie was in seventh grade, which made her an
authority on most topics, and everybody knew she was going to California after high school to
become a movie star.
“I mean, what else can be expected from a Hughes?” she demanded.
I knew Rose Hughes, who was in ninth grade at Silver Rock Creek High School. She’d
been one of the prettiest girls in school, with elfin features and a sheaf of golden hair that draped
her shoulders like a silk shawl. “What is it? What’s going on with Rose Hughes?” I asked, in
what I hoped was a casual voice.
Jennie Spencer turned wide eyes on me. “You mean you don’t know? Everybody in town
is talking about it. Folks say her family might have to move because of it. Her daddy can’t hold
his head up in the courthouse; he might even lose his jailor’s job!” She said this with the same
glee of a child waiting to see the county fair for the first time.
“So what is it everybody’s talking about?” I hated like anything to let on that I was too
stupid to know what everyone else did.
“About her being a whore just like her sister,” Callie replied in an icy tone, lifting her
chin slightly.
“Oh, is that all,” I said, trying to sound bored. I had no clue what was so bad about being
a whore, since I didn’t know what it meant to be one.
Callie snorted. “Is that all? She’s going to have a baby, that’s all! And just like Charlotte,
she’ll probably give hers away, too.”
“Yeah, those Hughes women are all alike,” Molly Harris interjected. Molly was an eighth
grader, practically an adult. “Their momma’s the same way. I heard she had a little boy she gave
away before they moved here!”
“Well, maybe she gave it to somebody who really needed or wanted a little boy,” I
offered, not sure why I felt the need to defend this Hughes woman.
Callie tossed her curls and glared at me. “Well, if she didn’t want a baby to keep, she
shouldn’t have done what it takes to make one! And that’s what makes them all whores!”
I wasn’t about to disagree with her. I sensed that Callie would’ve punched Rose Hughes
out cold if she’d been unlucky enough to be standing there. The best tactic, I decided, was to
play along.
“Yeah, people shouldn’t do what it takes to make a baby if they don’t want one.”
Something in my tone must’ve given me away. Like a cat ready to pounce, Callie wheeled on me
with vicious joy in her squinty eyes.
“Ember Mae Roberts, I bet you don’t even know what people have to do to make a
baby!” I was in over my head. Dimly, I could hear the rowdy laughter of the older boys as they
played marbles. Girlish voices, attuned to the rhythmic sweep of a jump rope, drifted on the
spring air.
“Sure I do. I’m just not allowed to talk about it anywhere but home. My momma said it’s
for private talk.” I had no earthly idea where that came from, but I was desperate to save myself
from those she-devils and their wagging tongues.
Callie’s sharp eyes never wavered from my burning face. “But this is private, private as
can be. Nobody can hear but us. So, come on and tell us, Ember Mae. What do people have to do
to make