watching the soccer behind the pool hall, I was feeling very left out and bitter about it.
âHey, kid!â he flopped down beside me now, face up into the sunshine. Alberto had never called me this before, unlike most people in the
barrio.
I didnât make a big deal out of it. I just hoped it wasnât going to become a habit. âMy sister left a note,â he said next. âApparently you called round earlier.â
âThatâs right.â I said nothing more, just hoped that was all she told him. We sat there in silence for a moment, following the match. There wasnât much skill going on here, just a lot of men past their prime flocking after a football. What they needed was new blood: a couple of players to shake up the mix a bit.
âShame you werenât with me this morning,â he said next. âWe couldâve had a blast.â
The offer seemed a bit late to me. He knew where I lived, after all.
âDirty work?â I asked, with both eyes on the ball.
âHuh?â I sensed him turn to face me, but carried on looking straight ahead. I was busting to ask how many bucks that gun of his had earned once again, but first I needed to remind him we were supposed to be a team. âSonny,â he said next, âwhat is your problem?â
âDepends on where youâve been, I guess.â
âYou wanna know?â he said, raising his voice now. âIâve been uptown, OK? I went
shopping.
I spent the rest of my money on a new vest to replace the one that got all messed up yesterday, plus a nice new shirt and stuff. I just felt like some treats, thatâs all. I didnât think I needed your permission. Whatâs got into you?â
I looked across at him now, tried to match his glare. Alberto never lost it with me, not before now, and for once I saw what a threatening presence he could be. Sensing that threat grow, I said: âLetâs leave it. Just forget we even had this conversation.â
âItâs forgotten,â he said, but stayed right where he was. I could see that he was thinking things through, reading my face for some kind of answer. âThis is about the gun again, right? Jesus, Sonny!â
âYesterday, you came home with blood on your shirt and a pocketful of money. Iâm no fool, Alberto. I see thereâs a link between the two. I just want to know why you wonât tell me.â
âBecause thereâs nothing I can say!â he snapped, but stopped himself from going on. He took a breath, and began again. âI canât tell you anything,â he said, calmer now, âbecause if I open my mouth Iâll be dead already.â His eyes remained fixed on mine, urging me to understand. They swore me to secrecy, Sonny, and Iâve got to respect that. Please donât ask me, man. Just understand.â
âWho are âtheyâ?â
âThe people Iâm working for,â he said abruptly, his eyes pinching at the corners. âThe same people who paid me to do a job so I could buy two tickets to the match. One for me, one for my best friend. Now shut up with the interrogation, and quit mothering me.â
âSounds to me like someone has to.â
âI am
not
a child any more. How many more times, Sonny? I can handle myself.â
It was then he showed me the holster. It was strapped high under his shirt, the gun slotted neatly inside, and I knew for sure that he had left me behind. I only caught a glimpse because he was quick to cover it up again. I looked up, as surprised as I was when he first showed me the pistol itself, and saw that he was grinning.
âThe holster was one of the other things I bought,â he said. âI can reach it quicker like this.â He patted his side, the bulge showing through. Next he searched his pockets and pulled out two lime-green lollipops. âThese were the other thing,â he said, turning all goofy as he offered one to